The Ink Bottle Lying On Your Desk... Begins To Crawl Away..???

also hey can we talk about violent psychosis for a sec. cause i really appreciate all the talk surrounding psychosis positivity and stuff but a lot of it is "we're not all violent! sometimes hallucinations can be positive!" like sorry mine are not. im scary psychotic.

im "cant have anything that even remotely could be used as a weapon in the house" psychotic. im "if i miss my meds one day i have to go to the hospital for homicidal and suicidal thoughts that literally aren't my own thoughts but theyre controlling my actions" psychotic. im "im seeing horrors you cant even imagine to the point where i dont exist in the same world as you anymore" psychotic.

im not going to hurt you, i just need help. when im rocking in the corner talking to myself at 3am, remember that i am in a state of terror. im afraid for my life. i either genuinely believe everything is trying to kill me, and i only know one way to deal with it; or something is telling me to be violent or else it will kill me; or i have dissociated so hard that i autopilot myself to violence to try and wake myself up.

some of us are violent, and that's okay, because it has to be, because it's the truth. just get us help.

this moment in 5-3 reminds me of something...

REQUEST DOODLE yi and the ghost encounter.

i love both games but ill be honest, i prefer nine sols. either way heres yi and the weird bug he picked up from the ground.

Me when I use the blender that makes 50% of all turtles feel immeasurable pain

im giving y'all permission to boop me as many times as you need to get all of your badges

Yi doodles……. And a bit of my goofy ahh wild west au

"I love you , I'm glad we're friends"

this is named wife.png in my files

clutches head...... my ocs...