The Inherent Lesboeroticism Of Anything And Everything I Personally Like

Please reblog and add your nationality in the tags along with what you answered! I'm very curious about this; and it's not to shame anybody, so don't be rude!

I literally thought it was a new black mirror episode until someone explicitly told me it was real.

If someone told me that a submersible named the Titan, owned by a company called OceanGATE, carrying three billionaires, had gone missing on an expedition to the Titanic, I would think it was some pitch for a new thriller mystery novel and not something that had actually happened due to the hubris and stupidity of rich people.

am I starting lockwood and co a second time immediatly after finishing it? yhea, what about it??

strangers by ethel cain is so will graham coded.

bleach.

"Jesus can always reject his father but he cannot escape his mother's blood"

-ethel cain, family tree (intro)

EXCUSE ME??? IF THAT DOESN'T SCREAM DEAN IN THE BEGINNING OF S6??

he tried so hard to stop behaving the way his father taught him to, he tried to be a good dad BUT BEING A HUNTER WASN'T IN HIS FATHERS BLOOD, IT WAS HIS MOTHERS.

IT LEAD HIM RIGHT BACK TO THE LIFE BECAUSE WHILE HIS FATHER WAS THE ONE TO CONDITION HIM TO "THE FAMILY BUSINESS" HIS MOTHER WAS THE REASON HE STAYED IN IT

do yall remember the guy on reddit that posted about how he thought he was homophobic because he hated it when his roommate brought boys over?

and then it just turned out he was in love with his roommate?

I have a feeling that's gonna be Eddie this season..

so I read six of crows... my therapist will hear about this.

this poem (?) is about my relationship with my eating disorder through the years so TRIGGER WARNING! this is also the story on how I started recovery. have fun reading :)

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I only need your approval to live.

it's my food, it's my air.

I can never get enough, I guess if you starve yourself you get hungry for other things.

the number on the scale gets smaller and smaller while the hunger grows and grows.

I'm constantly running, chasing happieness, hoping I will find it in smaller clothes and sleepless nights.

Have you checked my thigh gap?

Maybe I will find it there.

Maybe I will never find it.

I know that if i keep searching for it I'll loose myself but what am I to absolution?

Do I even deserve it?

Am I pretty now?

Now that you can see my bones and the aching in my belly is all I can think about.

Is getting smaller the secret to becoming beautiful, becoming happy?

If so I'm prepared to become nothing if that means you will finally see me as enough.

why is your opinion so important to me?

you're just a tiny voice in my head, why should I listen to you?

Are you me? Am I you?

a part of me keeps fighting.

it defends me from your nasty insults, keeps telling me to just hold on, that i deserve to let you go.

But do I really?

You hurt so many people but you did it with my voice so the guilt is my burden to take.

You make me feel guilty about things that you did, say it's my fault that i told others about you and now they think the same way as I do.

Is it my fault?

I'm not sure.

you and me begann to blur, the tiny shimmer of hope that I will get rid of you dies and the need to listen to you, become you grows every day.

do I even want to keep fighting against you?

It's exhausting and going your way would be so much easier.

but then I think about the days when your voice is quiet, sometimes it wasn't even there and those memories show me that true happieness is only possible if you're gone.

so i keep fighting, keep talking against you.

I even got help.

Now i have people that listen to me, people who tell me that you're evil, that I should let you go.

but that's easier said than done.

you were my best friend, my compass in my darkest times but now i know that you were the reason the darkness kept growing.

I don't need you anymore and you're nothing without me.

Maybe you deserve to be nothing.

don't be shy, release the essay.

It is my firm belief that one of the most important parallels in Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom is that Wylan Van Eck had the potential to become Kaz Brekker, and Kaz Brekker had the potential to become Wylan Van Eck, in this essay I will -