Sorry I Didn't Responded I Was Distracting Myself So I Won't Kms Or Have A Panick Attack

'cause for the last couple years, i've been in war with my body

i tried to starve myself thinner

and then i gained all the weight back

(yes im crying to ts rn)

angst angst angst angst angst angst

i love being a little freak on tumblr nobody can stop me

𝜗𝜚 — i love pinterest.

okay now do i find moots here

i just want to be feel pretty

sometimes i realize how bad my ed effects my daily routines and shit that i have to just sit down and be like "damn."

intro(-duction)!!𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

(finaly doining this)

heyy, im melody, but mostly use mel

my blog is mostly shitpost and reposts. but im writing smth rn and hopefully if it wouldn't be horroble i will post it here

im autistic so it does mean sometimes i misinterprete shit(and also im just dumb ig)

if im writing smth its most likely to be angst(its my coping mechnism okay💔) also ig i'll only write for billie for now(im hyperfixated okay)

hte girl!!

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fw:

angst, girls, guitar, piano, writing(song, poem and fic), drawing, blue, arcane, rings, nana, girl in red, ashnikko, dogs, cats, nail polish, dark lipstick, lana del ray, eyelashes after crying, rain, billie eilish, plushies, band aids, cigaretts, reading, cigaretts after sex, lil peep, xxxtentacion, digital camera's, pinterest , spotify, i think you get the point

yay now im finally gonna get some sleep

no bc how do yall want to stay a teen girl its a hell

my eyes got so watery after waking up im full ass on sobbing rn