Sorry I Just Need To Vent A Little Bit, Not Expecting Anyone To Read Or Interact I Just Need To Scream

Sorry I just need to vent a little bit, not expecting anyone to read or interact I just need to scream into the void

Mgh my body ouchy…

We’re basically in constant pain but we feel like we’re not allowed to say we have chronic pain because it’s not debilitating or it rarely is and I don’t even know if we’ve always had it or anything and sometimes it’s not very significant

We usually feel like we’re not allowed to call ourself things unless we’re diagnosed or talking about it with really close people (i.e. plurality, autism, and a more than slight suspicion of NPD, PTSD, and some other things), like we barely even feel comfy even saying we’re anxious even though we are diagnosed because of what people assume and I feel like if we don’t outwardly seem to be something it means we’re not- and we don’t usually express our pain or any feeling really because of anxiety and we feel like because we’re not diagnosed with anything and haven’t even really told our doctor about it because we don’t feel like it’s bad enough to be chronic pain

Eugh…

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1 month ago

You are loved and valued, the day I met you is the day my world gained new colors I didn't know I needed

<3 /platonic

thags so real I wuv you too tiny

gnawing on you rn, chomp chomp you are in my mouf


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1 month ago

You remind me of a crow. Instead of taking the shinies though, you give em, and the shinies is just gender and no gender.

the no gender is you stealing their gender like a seagull would take someone's fries on a beach

I literally do take shinies tho

also I eat your gender nom nom it gone no gender it in my belly


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2 years ago

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Sorry I've not posted anything ;-; I lost all of motivation to do anything but I'll eventually post again- /lh

-Leo

Cursaliveian

Cursaliveian

A gender connected to being cursed with life, wishing to be free from living. One may have died and been reanimated, be immortal. This can also include viewing being alive as a "fate worse than death" due to being unable to die or some other reason.


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3 weeks ago
[ID: Two Versions Of A Pride Flag With Horizontal Stripes Of: Light Grey, Desaturated Blue, Green, Rusty
[ID: Two Versions Of A Pride Flag With Horizontal Stripes Of: Light Grey, Desaturated Blue, Green, Rusty

[ID: Two versions of a pride flag with horizontal stripes of: Light grey, desaturated blue, green, rusty red, and light grey. The first version of the flat has straight horizontal stripes. The second version has uneven stripes made of repeating overlapping circles to form squiggly 'bubbly' stripes. End Id.]

Marbubblegender [Mar(ble) - Bubble - Gender]

A gender that feels like the bubbles trapped inside of marbles in any way. Can be that the gender itself feels like the aforementioned bubbles or that it feels like the gender(s) are bubbles within the being, that there are bubbles of other genders inside a 'main' gender, etc.

Colours based off of some marbles I have. Shaped in the second one are based off of bubbles. My first non-uniformly shaped flag. (I don't count songic because the circles are approx equal in size and concentric, and symbous doesn't count because it's a normal striped flag but with just a circle in the middle.)

Coined for @daybreakthing’s 530 follower coining event prompt 1, bubbles(/soda)

@spy-cr4b @banana634 @radiomogai @accessibilitea

Thank you describe-things for the image ID


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Curic

Curic

A gender connected to being the cure, of an existing disease or one from the past, future, or fiction. May be connected to SCP-049


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1 month ago
[No Image ID, Sorry]

[No image ID, sorry]

ArcticPearlwortSymbous [(Ant)Arctic - Pearlwort - Symbous]

A term under the -Symbous system related to Antarctic Pearlwort, the aesthetics of the Antarctic Pearlwort plant, and the meaning of Antarctic Pearlwort, that being resilience.

Colours picked from an image of the plant.

@spy-cr4b @banana634 @radiomogai @accessibilitea


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3 weeks ago
[ID: A Pride Flag With Nine Horizontal Stripes Forming A Gradient From Very Dark Green At The Top, To

[ID: A pride flag with nine horizontal stripes forming a gradient from very dark green at the top, to dark green in the middle, with various shades in between, then to purple, and down to very dark red at the bottom. End Id.]

Cloy- [Cloy(ing)]

An attraction modifier that describes the feeling when interacting with/thinking of/etc. one's [relationship/partner/any other term to describe any other type of friendship or familyship and etc] as feeling cloying, like that ache in the back of your jaw when you eat or think of eating something too sweet.

There is only one flag at this time, if you want to make a more specific one, please tag me if you do, otherwise there is just one flag and it can be used for any attraction type.

Colours partially based off of stereotypical colours for love and the slight pain and discomfort of too sweet things and partially based off of me and my boyfren and partially also because Azriel liked them teehee.

Coined for @daybreakthing’s 530 follower coining event prompt 2, (candy/)sweetness (cloying counts as sweetness right? cause it's like too much sweetness?)

@spy-cr4b @banana634 @radiomogai @accessibilitea

Thank you describe things for the image ID (also I’ve seen the templates but due to bad anxiety it’s hard for me to even start trying because I just get overwhelmed /gen, I’m not trying to shrug off accessibility because it’s important I just have a constant and pressing fear that I’ll do it wrong that gets so bad I can’t even manage to start trying /gen)


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1 month ago
[Image ID: A Six Stripe Flag. The Colors Are Reddish Pink, Black, Very Dark Blue, Dark Blue, Dusty Red,

[Image ID: A six stripe flag. The colors are reddish pink, black, very dark blue, dark blue, dusty red, and reddish pink.]

Moucidtter [Mou(th) - (A)cid - (Bi)tter]

A gender related to, in any way, consuming something and feeling like it's literally or metaphorically eating through your throat/organs [can be related to spice, acidity, or anything else] [This gender is not inherently intended to be related to eating disorders or disordered eating, and I am not trying to encourage eating disorders with this term, but I don't have a problem with people using it in these contexts as long as they are not encouraging harmful behavior.]

Colours on the top and bottom are intended to mimic the colour of the inside of a mouth, and the blues and blacks are meant to represent pain and things that hurt to consume for any reason.

Coined for 10/4 of Felidaety's 100 follower event with the prompt acidity.

@spy-cr4b @banana634 @radiomogai @accessibilitea @felidaety

Thank you accessibilitea for the image ID


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4 weeks ago
[No Image ID, Sorry]

[No image ID, sorry]

BlackPetuniaSymbous [Black - Petunia - Symbous]

A term under the -Symbous system related to black petunias, the aesthetics of the black petunia flower, and the floriography meaning of the black petunia, that being the mysterious and unknown.

Colours picked from an image of the flower.

@spy-cr4b @banana634 @radiomogai @accessibilitea


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