Popped My Lung Again Boys :(

you better not be cunty simon petrikov when i get home

Something that really fucks me up is this scene where Robin says she wants to die and how Luffy makes this face

And upon reading this for the first time, I felt a huge wave of emotion over his expression because it just felt to me like when he heard that, he was seeing something else. Almost like a memory that we weren't being shown.

And then later when Ace and Luffy's backstory plays out, this is revealed;

That Ace was suicidal. Feeling like it was wrong for him to have even been born and to live. Feeling hurt, angry, alone and unwanted.

And that the only reason he felt like he had the strength to keep living was because Luffy told him that he didn't want him to die.

Ace never directly told Luffy that he wanted to kill himself. But with the way he carried himself and the obvious disregard he had for his life, it was easy to see for someone as empathetic and intuitive as Luffy. And so Luffy stayed close to Ace desperately until he felt strong enough to stand on his own.

Luffy has had so many suicidal people in his life since such a young age and he always saves them in such a seemingly effortless way just by saying

"I'll be there with you. I'll stay."

But what alot of people don't understand is that in spite of Luffy's endless empathy, compassion and love that's deeper than the ocean, when somebody he loves wants to die it always hurts him so bad and it shows so much on his face at even a hint of it.

He bounces back with a smile so often and kicks so much ass that it's so easy to forget sometimes that he's just this 17-19 year old kid...

Who, at his core, is still always crying and begging the people he loves not to leave him because he doesn't want to be alone anymore, either.

i wish that when you squeezed (any) boobs they made that “honka-honka” sound that those little cartoon clown car horns make

Day 14 - Headless

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I love furries, marijuana, autism, schizophrenia, abortion, vandalism, shoplifting, Molotov cocktails, free healthcare, adderall, and gay sex

for some reason whenever i’m walking, i always subconsciously drift to the diagonally or to the side

if i’m walking with another person, it doesn’t matter which side they’re on, i always end up accidentally just, walking into them

one time like 3 years ago i was walking home from school and i was lost in my thoughts and i just walked directly into a bush and fell in and scratched the shit out of my face. a guy on a bike across the street saw and asked if i was ok so i laughed out loud and said yeah even though the second i walked into my house 5 minutes later, i burst into tears. it hurt

anyways,,

Playing Spiritfarer for the first time and, still emotional about Atul and Giovanni, I legit cried tears of joy about Stanley’s existence on my ship

When I was in the hospital, they gave me a big bracelet that said ALLERGY, but like. I'm allergic to bees. Were they going to prescribe me bees in there.