I am in pain constantly. I am overwhelmed by my emotions constantly. But at the same time I feel so empty all the time. How is it even fucking possible to feel everything and nothing all at once? How is it fucking possible that I feel like my emotions so fucking intense they cause me physical pain, but also feel so fucking empty? What the actual fuck is that? I just want to be okay, all I want is to not be so fucking miserable anymore.
kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want
anyone wanna take me out back and shoot me like an old dog
found you a new hat.
my brain: meow
also my brain: woundfucking
also my brain: kill yourself you dumb bitch
i’d shoot myself dead without a second thought if you told me to. blood and gore spewing out the back of my head all pretty just for you <333
wish i had the courage to bring a kn1fe to my throat
hanging from the meat hook all by yourself, handsome?
Trans man (he/him) Chaos and a constant feeling of emptinessRadfems/terfs DNI, Forcefem/detrans kink DNI, MDNI.
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