Genericemobitch - Generic Emo Shit

first rugby tournament completed!

i played for like 4 minutes and it was cold and miserable but i did it!

crazy

put me in the psych ward again, idgaf, it wont change anything

change my meds, put me on antipsychotics, make me do therapy 4 times a week, make me drink more water, make me go outside more, it doesn't fucking work.

im crazy no matter what. no treatment will help or change it at all, and dont you dare say that im not trying hard enough it doesn't work. ever.

bb noooo

"i look rlly ugly rn icel"

no u dont ily ur so pretty all the timeeeee

literally shes so pretty

shes basically the sun and the moon and the stars. she shines so brightly i cant even look at her (or i'll go red)

literally

my old therapist kept trying to put my gender into her own words and it was so frustrating, because no amount of reading or watching videos will help you understand how i express and feel my gender. (im nb)

my new therapist just listens to me, doesn't try to compress what i say into something easier for her to understand. i know she doesn't understand, but thats ok. she doesn't understand but she doesn't make that my problem, she doesn't ask me to explain, she doesn't try to put me in a box, she just lets me be who i am, and she just listens.

I'm so sick of "progressive" cis people trying to tell me, a trans woman, what being trans is like and what causes it. Oh, you have a trans friend? Cool. That doesn't mean you have the first fucking clue what being trans is like. Oh, you read queer theory? Cool, you still don't have a fucking clue. Stop trying to tell me things about how I work. Transition and then we'll talk you fucking idiot.

too real

Oh no I'm not into her I just spend every free moment fantasizing about her lips on mine

shes amazing

she is disgusting

ive watched a video of her drinking literal piss

when i confessed to my friends they told me that in middle school she would write things on the walls in shit

ive seen her lick the ground

i love her

everything she does is magic and nobody can convince me otherwise

she is awful

i hate her.

concert

oh my god i have a concert today

ive been playing violin since i was 3 (strict parents lol) and up until last year i was doing purely classical music, but this concert is like a rock/pop ensemble! my solo piece is Manta Rays by chloe moriondo, and we're also doing a bunch of other songs

25 posts! ik this is really boring but ive been on tumblr for like 3 days now so...