Hi All !!! Just Hattie Here. Sorry For Being So Inactive Lately. Unfortunately This Isnt Going To Be

appreciate—

written by: 🥺

genre: fluff

warnings: none

pairing: namjoon x reader

summary: on some occasions, love isn't a strong enough word

thank you to @ofrosesandteacups for requesting this!! (not this kinda becoming a metaphor for army and the energy we put into loving them?? idk i see it but tell me what you think)

it feels as though you've been here before, although you are entirely certain you haven't. miles away from home in a foreign country, surrounded by speakers of a language you have yet to master - and yet it feels more like home than america ever could.

"do you miss your family?"

you do. not seeing them for five years is bound to create that feeling, equal parts longing and forgetting. but that same longing compelled you to seek out a new family, one that seems more like your flesh and blood than those who actually are.

"sometimes," you settle on. "i see them most days."

"just through a screen, though."

"are you trying to make me cry or something?"

namjoon laughs; lower and more hushed than usual. there's no reason for it, and yet you can understand why - it just fits the atmosphere.

laying between the ground and the sky, - somewhere that is also nowhere - it isn't like anyone could hear you besides the stars and the trees, and they are loyal; nature never spills the secrets that are whispered between humans when they think they are alone. secrets are too precious like that, too easily shattered. nature knows better.

but he whispers anyway, "of course not. just asking."

you turn your head to study him. his skin glows in the moonlight, eyes shining like stars reflected in a dark pond. a rush of warmth floods over you and stirs a thought that enters your head frequently: this is where i'm meant to be.

"you're my family."

a smile stretches over namjoon's lips. it's quiet, soft, and you start to wonder if that's just him, rather than an unspoken rule formulated by the setting.

"i know."

he's used to this. you tell him it frequently, tell every one of the boys that you love them as much as you possibly can, because with their busy schedules and the pressure that comes with fame, it's easy to forget that you're loved - truly, unconditionally loved - sometimes, and you want to remind them of that.

maybe that's why he doesn't act surprised when an 'i love you' slips through your lips next. that's okay, you don't need him to react, just feel the weight of your words, how much you really mean it.

"i appreciate you," he says.

you're used to this. the other boys have no qualms about returning your love, some less than others, but again, that's okay. but with namjoon, he hasn't said it once. he shows it in other ways, sure, this particular phrase being one of his favourite methods.

it was okay at first. up until the point you realised your feelings for him extended past friendship, and at the same time realised that it would, inevitably, end in a broken heart on your part.

he must sense this, as he quickly follows it up with, "and i don't say that to put you down, by the way. i just think that appreciation can be a lot stronger than love, you know?"

"no, uh, i understand that."

he doesn't stop there. "no, really. i could tell you i love you, because i do, but it wouldn't be able to express what i really feel."

he turns and locks eyes with you. his gaze is soft, soft, soft, but at the same time it burns, like gentle, slow heat on a summers day. you can't help but look away, instead focusing on the space between you two, where your fingers idly pick at individual blades of grass.

"y/n?"

you hum in response.

"i mean it," he states, now switching to english. maybe that's why you feel the most comfortable with him - you can relax in his presence, not having to worry about honorifics and conjugating verbs. "i appreciate the way you never hesitate to speak your mind; the way you treat us like you treat everyone else; the way you're always there when we need you."

you bite your lip, the confidence you usually hold dissipating into the atmosphere to join the clouds that roll overhead. "thank you," is all you can think to say. it's true, though. he's never usually like this, and you're grateful that he's finally confirmed it, even if its only in part.

a gentle hand touches your chin, prompting you to look upwards. you can't escape the warmth of his eyes now, and it's almost suffocating.

"you put your all into us. we appreciate it, we really do. but please remember to look after yourself once in a while. please?"

you nod. apparently, it isn't enough. "promise me. promise me you'll appreciate yourself as much as you appreciate us, and as much as we appreciate you."

a sigh escapes your lips. the light breeze caresses your skin, but namjoon's blanketing warmth is enough to keep the cold from settling into your bones.

"i promise."

stray kids pride ᯓ★

hi!! i have a request!! i’m hella touchstarved bc of lockdown and i was hoping u could write a fluffy scenario with jeongyeon and a female reader. basically, they go camping with friends (other idols maybe) and the reader gets really sleepy and they go to their shared tent and cuddle up in their sleeping bag for warmth 🥺🥺

yes omg that sounds adorable!! thank u for requesting!!

Jyp: hello children, today I will be teaching a lesson called “how to do fanservice and still pass as heterosexual”

Hyunjin, nudging at Minho: certain fail on both ends for you, man

Minho:

JYP: the first point is that you can be as affectionate as you like, you can even kiss each other for all I care, but make sure that at least once in a while you act like male affection is gross. Do not admit to liking it, even if it’s clear you do.

Minho:

Minho: no I think I got this

Jisung: I’ll never talk!

Changbin: [sharpens knife] We have ways of making people talk.

[cuts piece of cake and shares a slice with Chan]

Jisung: Can I have some?

Chan: Cake is for talkers.

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Or if you know someone who does, feel free to rb and add their url in the tags !! I wanna read and recommend as many sfw blogs as possible. 🥰

Also please rb to spread the word.

hey guys! one half of two-racha here. my name is hattie, i'm one of the owners of the account. this is a writing account for me and my friend eva, and we hope to post some writing soon! eva will do her own introduction, but this is mine:

hattie—

emoji: 🥺 (so you know who's posting)

pronouns: she/ her

age: 17

things that make me happy: stray kids, cats, watermelon, marshmallows, rainy weather, women (🏳️‍🌈), my friends and family, good books and oversized hoodies

hope you like our blog and look forward to our work <3

written by: 🥺

[12:08] being prince!hyunjin's tutor wasn't the easiest job in the world, unlike you had expected it to be. after all, he was part of the royal family, raised to be polite, well-rounded and a suitable heir—and that's exactly how you assumed the young prince would act.

but that definitely wasn't the case. hyunjin was just so annoying. sweet and kind, no doubt, but annoying. he had no desire to learn, instead preferring to spend his days frolocking outside in the castle gardens or, if allowed, taking a carriage through the village just to "see how his people were doing", as he had commented once. whilst you could understand that being cooped up in a castle with the weight of a future kingdom on his shoulders was bound to ebb away at his motivation, it definitely didn't make your job any easier.

you leaned against the pillows of his bed whilst you waited for him, reading a book you had read a thousand times before. it was one that hyunjin was supposed to read too, but he'd barely registered five words before he started whining that he wanted you to do it instead. granted, it was very interesting, and in the time it had taken you to get through half the book with hyunjin (he kept losing interest at random points and requesting that you restart the chapter) you had already memorised every line of dialogue, every twist and turn—so much so that you could probably perform it to hyunjin but, of course, you would never dare embarrass yourself like that.

it wasn't until the bed sunk beneath you suddenly that you realised that hyunjin had entered the room. you'd been so swept up in the main character's inner conflict that you'd barely noticed. he groaned, "jousting is the worst."

"why is that?" you asked, not bothering to look up from the book, but still unable to concentrate on whatever the main character was now thinking. something about her conflicting adoration and hatred for the love interest, you guessed.

"because the horse doesn't listen to me, and when you fall off you fall straight into mud. not to mention i keep dropping the-"

the horse doesn't listen to me. his words echoed in your brain for a few seconds as you tried to distinguish between what he had said and what you were reading. straight into the mud—

"hyunjin!" you interrupted his tale, throwing your book to the side and ushering him off the bed.

your sudden realisation was correct; the dirty armour he was wearing - which went unnoticed by you before - had stained massive patches of mud on his white sheets. you turned back to him. "the maids are going to kill me for letting you do this." you pointed a finger at his armoured chest. "then they're going to come for you."

hyunjin laughed and folded his arms across his chest. "why do you always treat me as though i am a child?"

you rolled your eyes and moved over to the bed, beginning to strip the sheets and get them washed before the stains were irreversible. "because you are a child."

"yes, but so are you. you are only a year older than me, may i remind you."

"a year older and your tutor," you replied. "i have the responsibility of looking after you and teaching you, therefore i have authority and you must respect me."

you heard a clatter as he dropped something to the floor, followed by a clash of metal. "and i will be your king in little time."

"yes, well, you're not just yet."

the dirty sheets were now a bundle which you scooped up into your arms. just as you turned to make your way over to the laundry basket, hyunjin stepped in your way. he'd shed himself of his armour and now wore a loose white shirt and black trousers.

"you're my tutor, and thus you serve me."

you tried to ignore how close the two of you stood, but it was difficult when you now could see the tiny specks of dirt on his skin and the mole beneath his eye that you'd never noticed before. he seemed like the only person who could be caked in multiple layers of dirt and grime and somehow pull it off.

"and you're insufferable."

"that's no way to speak to the person you serve."

"i'm not serving you right now," you said and thrust the pile of sheets into his arms. "do your laundry yourself. i think it's a skill that the future king should have," you added.

there was a quirk in his lips. for a second, you thought he was going to argue back. your prediction was immediately disproved when he pivoted, crossed the room and dropped the sheets into the laundry basket.

he faced you, smiling this time. "good enough for a future king?"

"good enough for a peasant boy," you said, half words and half scoff. "now you have to actually wash your laundry, not just get other people to do it for you."

he wrinkled his nose disapprovingly. "i'd rather learn to cook."

"that can be arranged. i'll take you down to the kitchen and ask the chef to teach you how to make a soufflé."

"a what?"

"dear god."

you nudged his shoulder with yours as you passed him and lead him in the direction of the kitchen. his reading would have to be discarded, but you supposed that was okay if it was in favour of teaching him life skills.

being hyunjin's tutor would never be easy but, luckily for you, you liked a challenge.

cuddling skz headcanons—

genre: fluff

warnings: none

written by: 🥺 + 🐝

relationship(s): bang chan x reader/ lee know x reader/ changbin x reader/ hyunjin x reader/ han x reader/ felix x reader/ seungmin x reader/ jeongin x reader

bang chan

you two would lay with ur head on his chest with his arms wrapped around you

would probably smell like soap and vanilla and oh man you'd fall asleep SO goddamn fast

chris isn't a great sleeper so he'd probably just lay with his eyes closed and listen to your breathing

would probably smell ur hair lets be real

minho

he's basically a cat in that he likes affection on his terms and his terms ONLY

catboy minho rights

idk would probably just do it unconsciously??

like he'd fall asleep next to you and snuggle into your side

DO NOT move if you value your life

changbin

very into skinship

he's tiny but he loves to be big spoon

loves to be close to you so would just like,, hold u rlly tightly and tangle ur legs together

he'd also be the type to tickle you a little whilst giggling

but he's vv strong so like,, there's no escape

(good luck)

hyunjin

loves lying with you on ur back and him laying on top of you (rip)

would love love LOVE it if u played with his hair bc its gotten so long recently and it'd be sososo easy

he'd hum and sigh contentedly until he fell asleep

would probably whisper "baby?" every now and again and every time u ask what he wants he just wouldn't reply

his breath on ur neck is vv tickly (is that a word idk) but you cannot move so uhhh yeah have fun

jisung

DEFINITELY little spoon

no i do not take constructive criticism

would take ur hands and hold them to his chest

would make cheesy jokes about his heart racing whenever ur near him

twist around every now and again to ask for a kiss and if ur asleep no you're not❤️

he would nudge you to wake u up like "i want kithes😡😡"

felix

you guys cuddle facing eachother

but he loves skinship so he'd hold ur hands and play with ur fingers

would probably fall asleep quite quickly and you would HAVE to admire him bc i mean,, look at him,, it's lixie,,, he's gorgeous

you'd probably count his freckles and he'd giggle and tell you that it tickles

but if he's super tried and trying to sleep he'd be like "stop clogging my pores dude and gO TO SLEEP"

seungmin

would let u lay on his arm

he'd most likely run his hands through ur hair then cup ur face

probably listens to music to go to sleep (and by music i mean day6)

so you'd share a pair of earphones or airpods or whatever and he'd probably sing along quietly

which, in itself, is literal heaven

i love seungmin bye

jeongin

lil baby wants to be the big spoon bc he's a MAN

LOVES it if u wears his t-shirts/ hoodies so would just give it to you like "wear this ☺️☺️"

he'd snuggle up against ur back and nuzzle his face into ur neck

which would make u giggle and the lil shit would just do it more

but we love cuddly jeongin in this household

skz when they’re jealous hc—

genre: kinda fluffy, slightly angsty. idk man just read it.

warnings: none that i can see. if ur sensitive to the discussion of arguments maybe don’t read it?? idk, if anyone sees something and they think i need to add a warning for it just let me know and i’ll absolutely change it.

relationships: bang chan / reader, minho / reader, changbin / reader, hyunjin / reader, jisung / reader, felix / reader, seungmin / reader, jeongin / reader

bang chan ♡

• i feel like chan’s jealousy would manifest in clinginess

• he doesn’t seem like the type to stomp around and yell at you or anything

• but he’d definitely be overly-affectionate

• pulling you into his lap for cuddles and kisses in front of other people, as a way to say ‘they’re mine, back off”

• he tries not to let it get to him

• but it usually does

• so after a few hours of over-thinking he’d pull you aside and give u his big puppy-dog eyes and ask you

• “y/n, do you still love me?”

minho ♡

• minho would NOT make his jealousy a secret

• he’s a very open guy, so he’d straight up tell you “i don’t like how that guy’s looking at you”

• or he’d just give the person eying you up the DIRTIEST look ever

• minho: 😑😑😑

• like,, i’d cry if minho ever looked at me with such disgust and vitriol,,,

• but it all stems from his insecurities.

• at the end of the day, he doesn’t want to lose you and will go to great lengths to make sure he doesn’t.

changbin ♡

• similar to minho in that it seriously pisses him off

• but changbin retreats into himself

• he stays quiet and just watches it happen, trying to catch any sign that ur secretly into the other guy

• but it never happens

• he’ll never admit it unless u confront him about it

• because admitting that he’s jealous of some random guy that’s flirting with you is embarrassing for him

• changbin knows you’re completely head over heels in love with him, that much about ur relationship is obvious

• but the sight,,,

• of another man trying to woo you,,

• it makes his skin c r a w l

hyunjin ♡

• not bothered by it AT ALL

• (we stan a confident king)

• at least, he doesn’t show it

• if you’re at a party and you’re getting a bit too friendly with an old acquaintance of yours he’ll always reel you in a bit, though he never oversteps.

• he has a talent of preventing arguments before they happen

• he knows how much you love him and how cheating isn’t really your style.

• so it’s not like he has anything to worry about, your heart belongs to him and vice versa.

jisung ♡

• he’s SO cocky

• not even kidding

• you’ll be at a bar and some creep will be leering at you so much that you text jisung to come take u home

• “ewewewew jisung pls save me this weirdo at the bar is trying to get my number 🤢🤢🤢”

• “don’t worry babe, im omw 😙💕”

• when he gets there, it’s like a scene out of a movie

• jisung pulls up lookin like a SNACK

• he rocks up beside you, presses a chaste kiss to ur temple and introduces himself to the creep whose badgering u

• “i see you’ve met y/n. i’m y/n’s boyfriend, jisung.”

felix ♡

• he g l a r e s from afar

• it’s quite intimidating tbh

• you wouldn’t think so bc felix is just so 💕babie💕

• but it is seriously scary

• fortunately, he’s always open to talking things through and it rarely ever ends in an argument

• but when it does, it doesn’t last long

• lix doesn’t hold grudges easily

• especially against you 🥰🥰

seungmin ♡

• gets really, really passive-aggressive

• like,,,

• “why don’t you go hang out with your new boyfriend since i’m so boring,”

• kind of passive-aggressive

• he doesn’t mean for it to sound like that

• seungmin’s just not that great at expressing negative emotions,, it feels w r o n g,,,

• he’s not mad at you or anyone else

• minnie just needs to work on communicating with you

• and he gets better at it every day

jeongin ♡

• he hates to admit it

• but

• he cries

• jeongin gets all in his head about everything that might be wrong with your relationship and amplifies it by 100

• a few hours of anxiety and worrying will pass

• and then he’ll excuse himself to go get some fresh air

• when really he’s going to cry in private

• he’s not sobbing or wailing, just anxious tears running down his face

• it’s happened enough that you can recognise the signs

• sooner or later you join him outside, holding onto him and gently reminding him all the reasons why you love him

• (brb just sobbing over jeongin)