Im CACKLING

no thoughts , just Sebastian Michaelis

soft hair

i have very little interest in ever smoking marijuana, but if I ever do I'm doing it while watching the fellowship of the ring bc smoking weed with my dude Gandalf would be fucking sick

u don't need to give up banana fish we can be doomed yuri together 🥺🥺🥺/j

<3 Doomed Yuri together = Doomed Yuri forever

Fuck. Definitely feeling depressed right now. First of all fuck MAGA, and second of all can I just get some sleep please. I've definitely been feeling some sort of imposter syndrome, if that is the correct word, when it comes to my friendships.

Like, yeah I have friends.

Yes, I DO love my friends.

But do my friends love me? Not sure about that.

I SHOULD feel like they do, we talk all the time and share a lot of shit about our lives to each other, but it just doesn't feel real. I feel like I just implanted myself into someone elses friend group, like a thirsty tick. I don't understand why anyone would want to be my friend so I don't understand why I have any in the first place.

I feel like sobbing and I wish it would just stop. I wish I had somebody to hold me and tell me that they loved me and everything was okay, to kiss my head and hold my hand, but I'm so scared. From such a young age I've been told by my peers that I was unloveable, and I would often get used by others to put down and make fun of, I was often a door mat.

I almost hate myself for not having the trauma many of my friends. To not be a victim, or abused, or live in a tough household. I like to act like all my problems are the end of the world, when in reality I've had two friends enter mental wards since Christmas time. Some sick part of me wishes someone would hurt me, so my pain would be for a reason.

I guess I'll try to get some sleep now, maybe listen to some MCR, I love you all.

mine is " whats the use of feeling blue" from Steven universe ❤️💙💜💗

@cunfusled @reiki-tsubetai

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

Ughhhhh I'm THIS close to writing a banana fish highschool AU with a slice of life flair AHHGHHTHHG

not over dramatic... ✨I DO WHAT I WANT✨

Art by me, originally posted on reddit

Should I post sketchbook pages????

This picture has been circulating all over social media and I have more to add:

Delete all period cycle tracking apps off your phone today.

Do not tell anyone why you want to take your trip, especially over text/apps.

Do not tell anyone the real state/destination of your trip.

Have everyone on your trip turn off their phones. Use written directions or a burner phone. Do not use burner phone to open any personal apps. Dispose of after trip.

Only use cash while purchasing ANYTHING on your trip.

Take “vacation” photos to post later. Be cautious of geo-tags/only post screenshots of the original photos.

Some people might say this is being extra or overly precautious, but this really is the reality we are facing. People have been imprisoned with murder charges in certain states- some for literal miscarriages. If you are a person that ends up in this situation, the state can and will use your data against you as evidence in court. Do not leave a paper trail. If they want to treat us like criminals, we’re gonna move like criminals.