Did Some Doodles Of My Fav R1999 Chars,, And Some Rendering Practice On A Familiar Citrus! :D

Hi everyone, I am now hyperfixated on reverse 1999!!

so now that's all I do in my silly life :)

So, I'm going through the last section of the quest story, and I want to share what made me cry

❗possible spoilers❗

I really liked Schneider from her first appearance in the story. i relate to her with a lot of empathy and sympathy. i was very hurt and bitter and bad when she died

and now I know about her family. how they just wanted to find a shelter where they could stay safe in the midst of all this chaos, but the foundation denied their request. i.e....Schneider was a HUMAN, and she, as well as her family, needed SHELTER. THE OFFICIAL AUTHORITATIVE ORGANIZATION literally said to them «paupers, f**k off», WHY??? WHY?

LITERALLY those DAMN foundation people sent her a this letter, WHY? WHY DID SHE DESERVE THIS? and the excuse was "uh, we don't have the capacity to accept people from all over the world" YEAH ????? REALLY??? it's SO cruel, it's HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE

If she and her family had been given shelter, she would be alive. but because of.... I don't know what was in people's heads...but she is dead, SHE DIED horribly and unjustly because she had nowhere to go

I sat with my face in my hands and curled up into a ball, and cried after all this, and then my head was empty

Brainrot is here too

🥛🍪 <3 ☆

I was thinking about whether or not to post it, but then I decided I'd show it

this is all I have the energy and concentration for now, but me and john wanted to do this thing together and this is what we did!!! <333 there's probably no deep meaning to it, it's just something we love and it's how we complement each other!!! plus we know how great milk and cookies are together :3

p.s: it's not oc or anything like that...it's me for real!!! 🥺 I specifically looked for a sketch of me by my bestie and the 3 pic from picrew (and some template)

OMG!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR EZRA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU

I'm so happy to have him, I love him so much, I'm ready to hug him endlessly, his appearance is the best thing that has happened to me in a while!!!

he's so sweet, he deserves all the best in the world, no doubt, and I hope he has it all, he's so kind, he's so caring, and I think he's really trying his best to make sure that every arcanist's birthday party goes great, he's trying to organize a really great party, and I'm sure he's making sure that everyone's comfortable, you know, picking out food and drinks and making sure that everyone feels good during the party. but he deserves the same care and kindness, and I hope someone is trying to make his birthday the best one too.

maybe he doesn't need too much and overall his birthday is not a big deal to him, but I hope someone cares about him as much as he cares about everyone else and someone is trying to organize a cool birthday party for him as much as he does, taking into account his comfort and wishes

I'm sure there must be a mushroom cake and different mushroom dishes at his party, and someone gives him something for his collection, like different appliances and tools for caring for mushrooms or something else for growing them (sorry, I just don't know about that)

he's always standing next to John Titor <3 (btw I'm also really looking forward to her birthday)

HELLO???? MY SWEET BOY COME HEEEEREEEEE

I've never gotten messages like this from real people WHY

I promise, I would drink and eat anything he made

sitting on her lap might fix me I swear

(I'm really sad after that story chapter, let's do things differently and no one gets hurt. She's actually fine, we just had a nightmare or something)

She's at her computer:

WELL, GUYS I DID WRITE THEM A LETTER (this is part of it). i don't know if i'll get a response, but my mission here is accomplished

THEY SERIOUSLY MADE A SKIN EVEN FOR HIM!!! SO I'M STILL HOPING AND WAITING FOR A SKIN AND EVENT WITH JOHN TITOR SOMEDAY

actually, I even wanted to write a letter to bluepoch about it, but I'm too shy for that, though....maybe I should?

i love her gimmie a chance with her please

I'm doing this for the first time, I apologize if something is wrong<3 I'm not very attentive and I might have missed something... anyway it's just a silly thing for fun!!

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