Day 95/100

Day 30/100

// 31/08/23//

Went to class (college and sign language)

Worked

Ate at my boss's house

Day 98/100

// 07/11/23//

Walked Odie

Ate

Went to class

Went to bandoneon

// 19/04/2024//

Odie had to take some x-rays to care of his legs, the traumatology vet gave him some medicine but they want to know how to treat him better with exercises. I'm surprised and I thank God for how well he's doing at the age of 13, being diabetic and with cushing (between other health issues he deals with).

He's just the best boy <3

Day 61/100

// 01/10/23// - TW MENTAL HEALTH - a really tough but needed day. I had a mental breakdown due to something super small and stupid my dad told me (literally, I'm even embarrassed to say it lol) so I took a nap. When I woke up I was feeling better but then they arrived and I was being hostile against them and they didn't understand why. I went to my room and dad went to talk to me, he asked what was wrong and after some time trying to explain how I felt about that stupid thing I started crying and being honest, telling him how I really feel and how I know I need help but I'm scared of it. Them mom came, we talked more and after denying it I agreed to seek for help. They'll text a psychologist because I don't feel comfortable to do it myself and they'll pay for the therapy... so yeah, let's see what happens

Went to practice

Open up to my parents and agreed to go to therapy

Ate

Day 35/100

// 05/09/23// after the really bad day I wanted to meet my bf but also wanted to be at home with my dog (he's my everything) so I asked him to come and he did so it was basically us cuddling all day trying to get me out of my thoughts, in which his an expert heh

Went to sign language class

Had the first part of the test

Ate

Made hot chocolate and sandwiches with Teo

Finished Stranger Things season 2

Day 36/100

// 06/09/23// another not-so-nice day. Didn't go to class in the morning and that made me feel really bad but let's just leave it there. I managed to do what I had to do and met my bf because he knows how to lift me up. Also my animals were super cute, look at them <3

Work

Watched Horimiya while eating cereal with my bf

Ate

Day 102/100

// 11/11/23//

Practiced

Prepared everything for the next day competition

Day 116/100

// 25/11/23//

Went to a friend's birthday

Took Odie out for a walk

Day 106/100

// 15/11/23// - TW harassment - I can't believe what happened this day... The doorman at my job, who used to harass me got fired because a neighbor from the building accused him with the police of harassment too... I couldn't be more happy and relieved, knowing that now that the hot weather is getting closer I won't have to worry about how I dress or how could I cover myself everytime I enter the building makes me feel safe

Worked

Study

Ate