I Feel Like Such A Fucking Problem

Ok can you guys tell me in the comments but am I a bad person for not reporting my friend to a teacher like I know I would hate it but I really care for my friend and I don't want to go back to school and them not being alive because of me i just feel like a shit friend and I don't know if I did the right thing.

Guys can you help I need some advice

So I kinda want to tell my mom that I sh so I can get recovery but I don't know how there's a few adults in my life I feel comfortable with telling before her and I don't know what to do

There is no fvckin human who cares about me

always left behind, how am i supposed to keep going?

fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me

Whenever I get upset it's like it doesn't even matter. It always "You don't know how to take a joke" "You're being sensitive"

Oh, but if I did the same? I'D BE THE FUCKING ASSHOLE?!

wish i knew how to be normal in relationships

I ruin everything, I'm a failure, I'm annoying.

I wonder if someone would miss me if I vanished.