Fuck I’m So Fucking Unlovable I Wanna Fucking Kill Myself So Fucking Violently FUCK I Love Hurting

If sharks had vocal chords what sound do you think they'd make?

I feel like they would go rahhhhhhh

"It made me so happy to hear you laugh again" Yet you are the only reason I even did. You make me so happy yet you make me so angry, so sad and so hurt. I don't want to lose yourself, but I can't lose myself more in the process of trying to keep you close.

I try and try and try, yet you seem to move further away from me after every try.

Why won't you let me love you?

Please don't tell me that this is all just a sick and twisted game that you are playing, because the game you would be playing is called "My feelings" and I would lose every time.

Love having only 2 friends 😍😍😍(everyone else left me and talked shit about me instantly)

I want attention every second of the day except fromnwhen I don't want attention

I can't even speak without an argument starting what's the point of respecting you when you don't respect me I can't even breathe in this goddammit house without its being rude

All I ever wanted was to experience what its like to feel safe with someone.

I wish I could make them happy

I wish I could make their pain stop

I wish I could make all their pain go away

Trauma messes you up I can remember the most horrible gut wrenching thing yet I can't remember faces and the full picture