We Never Talk And It Feels So Shit,
We never talk and it feels so shit,
Not if I could do a single thing.
I think about it every minute
But this is just a useless ticket.
This road won’t take us anywhere
And we’ll never be a pair
All I feel is pity,
And I can’t see through clearly.
Somehow everything reminds me of you
Songs, photos and views too.
Unable to kick you out of my mind
For me, you’re one of a kind.
In reality you’re just a person
Important for me, I know this for certain.
I shouldn’t keep my hopes high
Cause I know you’ll just make me cry.
Although it’s not your intention
You always get my attention.
You don’t do this on purpose
But I always and up nervous.
~J
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You were my last hope
And now there’s no way to cope.
I’m getting too low,
don’t want to take more.
This makes no sense,
As we’re just friends,
I might need new lens
as I don’t see through this mess.
“And then her heart changed, or at least she understood it; and the winter passed, and the sun shone upon her.”
— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King
“do we share the same moon?~”
Excited for what?
Disappointment
Or love?
Not if it was real…
More like a thrill.
This is all so fake
Like the thought
Of living in peace
But still
I hope for something
That will never be clear.
Isn’t it obvious?
Aren’t you self-conscious?
Drowning in idealism
But need more realism.
Well, I just need to accept the fact that everyone’s disappointed in me, my best friend, my parents… And the one person I truly have feelings for doesn’t need me either. I just want to disappear.
Take away my feelings
Calming waves in the dark away from the world, just thoughts. Hitting the walls built for protection only leaving questions. Cold evening wind I’m begging: take away my feelings. Drown them as before I don’t care what’s left anymore. The last hope I had died out right after we met. So please, I’m asking you desperately: Take away my feelings.
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