Anya Taylor-Joy Wearing Dior SS23 Photographed By Rachel Louise Brown For Harper’s Bazaar

— Albert Camus, The Possessed

been holding on too tight to things i can control, but today the rope ran outta my hands.

opened my eyes in the morning and straight up felt completely defeated.

there are those days when you just gotta accept to lose the battle, live minute by minute, wait for tomorrow. tomorrow, we still have possibility.

📖 reading week (27/11 - 03/12)

currently reading

o mito de sísifo - camus (75%)

infocracia - byung-chul han (pg. 62/107)

lolita - nabokov (pg. 25/ 331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

the way of kings - brandon sanderson (428/1252)

kibogo- scholastique mukasonga (starting)

to be read

a peste - camus

sea of tranquility - emily st john mandel

read (20/11-26/11)

chouette - claire oshtsky

the right to sex - amia srinivasan

tell me i'm an artist - chelsea martin

i've been away for a bit because, you know, college. and i have to read these two for classes. life's been boring lately, but i'm fine with that.

sometimes it rains and it's like nothing more exists. incredible how rain has the power to make me feel safe. 🌧🤍

oieee! i had to go to college to return some books because my classes are finished (thank god) and i'm officially on vacation.

i'm still reading 'a peste' by camus. it's good but i was too busy getting crazy with the finals.

next book i'm gonna read is another byung-chul han (i know, i'm a stan) - 'hiperculturalidade'.

hope everything is good with you all. 🤍🌧

[dear bird,

protect me.

the fall is too high. catch me.

i'm not ready to fly. eat me.

in your inside, take me.

don't leave me, so i can live in you.

see through you

what i can't be

be for two, for we, for i

and drown deep above

[in the vacuum.

jales.

I was so happy the november depression didn’t hit me at all this year

and then

the end of december comes around and brings the trinity of doom: melancholy, anxiety and existential dread

📖 reading week (20/11 - 26/11)

currently reading (finish or almost)

o mito de sísifo - camus (45%)

lolita - nabokov (pg. 25/331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

infocracia - byung-chul han (pg. 19/107)

chouette - claire oshtsky (starting rn)

to be read (or just to begin)

the right to sex - amia srinivasan

kibogo - scholastique mukasonga

a peste - camus