Headed to a little movie premiere in Toronto. You know who else is in Toronto? Matthew Gray Gubler. You know whose birthday it is? Matthew Gray Gubler’s.
I am meeting the love of my life. I’m manifesting.
Update: Well… this is embarrassing.
Your subconscious already knows what you want. Why are you trying so hard to convince it? It's you who needs to calm down and let the mind do it's job.
Everytime I shift to a random reality is when I tell my subconscious to take me wherever it wants. Your mind cannot fail you, stop doubting it.
Choose what you desire and assume you have it. Because you do. They are not separate from you. Your desires are you.
let’s talk about pure consciousness // “I AM” state
So i realised i can’t just leave you guys hanging. i can’t just post about how you need to do shit yourselves and dip again. Even tho you guys have all you need on this app i will just be reiterating certain things.
all that’s needed is to relax
everything you do is correct, you can scratch that itch, you can lay any how, sit, even stand, when you set that intention, everything you do is correct, because when you are in that “I AM” state of mind, you are a god.
you don’t need anyone’s help, not any person who has a success story under their belt or any bloggers, including me. you don’t need anyone or anything because you are “I AM”
All that’s need is to relax, deep breathing, but don’t try to hard, this is first nature to you. A lot of you hear that you MUST relax so you force it. Don’t do that. When you hear these success stories it’s like they were so zoned out they didn’t realise they induced for a second. So let those thoughts pass through, accept them, even thoughts about what you ate today.
You CAN focus on the back of your eyelids but don’t force it.
A lot of you can’t and won’t admit that you still feel desperate for the void, you try and act like you don’t care but you do, it’s like that meme: “pretending you don’t care so your screen will load faster”. You still think that it’s your only way out and while trying to act all effortless, you’re begging for it to work on the inside. After acting relaxed you sit up confused as to why it “didn’t work”
you force the relaxation (which means you aren’t actually relaxing) because you still think you need the “I AM” state,
you can’t try to be effortless
you can’t try to zone out
just let it happen
and as for problems, they don’t exist, because the 3D doesn’t exist. The outerman may have woken up in unfavourable circumstances, the innerman has what it wants, what even are circumstances? The outerman keeps falling asleep, the innerman is a void master who gets whatever they want when they want.
The innerman is your true self. You have everything you could ever want, just relax and align.
remember:
deep breathing
relaxation {don’t force relaxation, it’s not going to help anything go “faster”, and that isn’t even needed because time isn’t real, you’re okay, you’re not running out of time no matter what circumstances show you}
affirm “I AM”/ let thoughts pass you by/ sing in your head/count/ replay scenarios whatever
don’t focus on how much time has passed because it doesn’t matter it isn’t real. don’t focus on “if it’s working yet” it has worked, {your innerman experiences your intentions as soon as you make them, you have an intention induce the void state, your innerman is already there, creation of events are already finished, it’s already happened}
immerse yourself in your thoughts and you’ll induce before you know it.
there’s no such thing as you tired and it didn’t work. trail and error does not exist for your innerman the REAL you. you’re not gaslighting yourself or being “delusional” it’s real. It’s done
HOW to stop coming from a state of lack? Show me your ways master Emma
same . i am currently attempting to repair my soul using a roll of glitter tape and derealised self-talk, so like. welcome to the coven.
but. you are not lacking. you are looping.
lack is a trick of the light, and the light is currently being filtered through like… your seventh grade math trauma and whatever weird alchemical slop your brain decided to stew together from three unhealed tiktok videos and one badly-scripted childhood memory. you’re not lacking. you’re remembering something wrong.
manifesting / shifting from lack is like baking a cake while crying about how you don’t have a cake. girl you are the cake. you're literally in the oven. you’re halfway frosted. like yeah it feels hot and sticky and stupid in here but that’s just because you’re becoming dessert. trust the process
it’s not about trying to get something. it’s about being the version of you who already has it.
start assuming. start lying (but sexy). your current life is just fanfiction of the life you actually have, and every time you remember that, you shift. assume it’s done, assume it’s easy, assume you always get what you want.
you’re not waiting for it to happen. you’re relaxing into the fact that it already did. your desire isn’t a gap. it’s a memory.
and i’m hugging you now. it’s already done. you’ve already shifted. we’re just waiting for the light to catch up. <3
p.s. you’re not manifesting from lack anymore because we killed the idea of “lack” in a basement with a philosophy degree and a glock. i love when we commit semantic murder for healing. anyway. go be ethereal now. go be deeply, disgustingly abundant.
every night I am Coraline. I am her, huddled under those blankets, desperate to just go home… only to wake up and say “I’m still here?”
just found out my dr s/o is and/or was an hour away from where I live… what do you mean the love of my life who doesn’t know I exist in this reality is an hOUR AWAY what is he dOING HERE I actually can’t take it I’m shifting right the fuck now I NEED HIM
(edit: I was in shambles writing this okay I mean the actor who plays him is supposedly an hour away and my body did not know how to process that)
“if i don’t shift i’ll...” NO
YOU WILL SHIFT YOU HAVE SHIFTED
stop acting like you can fail because you will
when i want to drink tea i don’t think about what i will do in case i fail to make it - i just go and make the tea
when i shift i think about what i’m gonna do once i wake up in my dr, i don’t plan what i will do in this reality because i will not fail, i can’t fail and neither can you
today is a good day— new dr just dropped. here comes the dopamine.
the amount of research I put into establishing the timeline of a dr is astounding— more effort than I ever put into school
coraline literally shifted to a better cr dr and they STILL have the audacity to say shifting is fake.
your sign to try and shift today, youre closer than you think you are i promise