(through gritted teeth) sometimes what's good for your mental health isn't another do nothing day or a little treat sometimes what's good for you is putting in some of the work. Not all of it at once but sometimes you have to finish that essay or at least take the next step or you have to clean your room or at least dust the shelves or you gotta do the laundry or at least put it all in the hamper and it's not fun and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks but you have to because i read a post on the internet that told me that's what being nice to yourself is sometimes
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a twitter thread that actually killed me
small comic that I'm most likely never going to finish đđ
woah did anyone else see this at the hero awards last night
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Itâs honestly so upsetting to see that the majority of people just donât understand that Tomura doesnât actually get enjoyment from killing people.
Tomura has literally felt so sick to his stomach that he has thrown up when he has killed people before.
The difference between all of the times Tomura has felt physically ill from killing people and all of the times that Tomura has gotten âenjoymentâ from it (Tomura doesnât feel enjoyment, he feels relief.) is that each time the person he killed had hurt him first.
Killing the people that hurt him is just genuinely the only thing that Tomura can think of to get them to finally stop so that they wonât hurt him anymore.
Tenko had originally reached out to his father for help, only for him to be struck by him with a gardening tool⌠and only then Tenko killed (with purpose) his father to stop him from hurting him again:
Tomura only wanted to kill the two drunk men after they had hurt him for literally just walking down the street:
Tomura wanting to kill the heroes that had hurt him (with the intention of killing him):
Tomura still doesnât get enjoyment from killing people who hurt him, but he does experience relief from itâŚ
((Edit: I would just like to clarify that the relief that Tomura feels from killing people that hurt him comes from knowing that they canât hurt him anymore (relief that he is safe, even if temporarily) It does not come from him getting rid of the âitchâ that he experiences (it always comes back, even after killing), like AFO groomed him into believing. I saw someone add that in the tags, and I realized that I never fully explained my thoughts on it. LOL.))
Not to mention, Tomura was literally GROOMED by All For One (which is something that people just like to ignore for some reasonâŚ) to even have this desire to kill people in the first place.
And even then Tomura doesnât have the desire to kill people in the way that AFO wants!
His want for destruction stems from his inherent empathy for others, and his inability to understand how people are able to ignore the suffering of others. Not what All For One has groomed him into believing. (That Tomuraâs want for destruction is an impulse thatâs something inherent to him.)
Tomura has continued to have empathy for others despite AFOâs grooming, and has showed genuine kindness to the league on many occasionsâŚ
All of this is such an important aspect of Tomuraâs character and being able to actually understand him, and itâs so disheartening constantly seeing people completely overlook this part of him.
i love antique stores you go to check out & theyre like âwhere the hell did you get thisâ
bro kins hamlet letâs be real he was raised around kurogiri and afo
Pet peeve of mine is when people act like Shigaraki having any suave, or speaking skills would be out of character. Like, yes, he is a gamer and a brat. But he was also serving lines such as; "All that lives and breathes presses on the weight in my soul. So then, why shouldnât I destroy it? Why must I suffer it? When this world falls, weâll see the glorious new horizon that awaits. So why not lend me a hand? Iâll show you the halls of heaven and the depths of hell.â Like?? This bitch was raised by All For One. He knows how to fucking talk. And he knows how to be dramatic.
any pronounsletâs be real this is a dumpster fire but my god will i serve the people (myself)
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