Hey 💌 I’m Saja — A Mother Trying To Hold Onto Hope Through Days That Feel Impossibly Heavy.

Hey 💌 I’m Saja — a mother trying to hold onto hope through days that feel impossibly heavy.

I know you probably see a lot online, but if you could take just a moment… I’d be so grateful.

💫 A reblog of my pinned post could help our story reach someone who cares.

🌿 And if you’re in a place to give, even a small donation could bring comfort to my daughter and help us feel safe again.

@sajagz, thank you for listening.

Even gentle support creates strength.

From one heart to another — thank you 🤍

^^^ please help a family in their time of need. I'm so sorry I can't donate but I'll reblog 💗

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Please help his family the situation is horrible and they need all your love and support in this time. 💗

🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸

My name is Saja. I’m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow — from her first smile to her first steps — surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.

But life had other plans.

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🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸
🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸

War has returned to our home. Again. And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.

There was a moment — a fragile, breathless moment — when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark — hiding, holding on, praying.

I’m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.

Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.

This is my life.

This is my daughter’s life.

And even now — especially now — I believe in softness. I believe in kindness. Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.

Why I’m Reaching Out Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.

That’s why I keep going.

I’ve launched a campaign to ask for help — not because it’s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.

How You Can Help: 🤍 Help us restore parts of our home so we can live with dignity 🤍 Support women and mothers in Gaza with access to care and resources 🤍 Keep the light of hope alive for a generation born in the shadows of war

💛 If you can, please support our journey here:

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My name is Saja. I am a wife, a mother to a precious 8-month-old girl, and I am writing this in a moment that I wish I didn’t have to live t

If you can’t give, please consider sharing. Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.

From My Heart to Yours Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe you’ve never lived through war. But if you’ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them — then you understand more than you know.

I don’t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.

Please, if you’ve read this far — thank you. Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring. We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like it’s a lifeline.

With love and endless gratitude


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4 weeks ago

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***Introducing...! Riki.N x Idol!Reader! You're releasing your Solo debut but when some Romance (?) comes into the mix.. The media Catch on! smau and written, sfw, fluff, reader is from Illit 715 words

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You put your phone face down onto the table and frowned deeply. What? A dating scandal? Fans knew you knew Enhypen. You and Riki just happened to be close! Why was it going to viral though?... Would this ruin your debut? Your thoughts spiraled. You ran your fingers through your hair and tied it up. Ready to practice your dances for your new song for the hundredth time...

It was an accident so hopefully you weren't going to be in too much trouble with your manager. It was meant in a friendly way and you meant to say it on your private. It was fine. Fine. Sure Riki was pretty. Very. But it wasn't like you like liked him..

Did you? You couldn't contain your millions of thoughts. You took a sip from your bottle and sighed. why now? You had such a busy couple days ahead. Three days and the song was out. Three days to release more images, to practice and perfect. It would be perfect. Your phone pinged and you picked it up again. Two notifications. One from your manager... Uh oh.

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And so later that day you and Riki met for lunch not long later, he was sat at a table by himself, buried into his phone until you called his name, he looked up, smiled and waved.

"Hi! Thought you forgot for a second" he smiled and rubbed his arm on the crook of his neck, you laughed and shook your head "I'm so sorry! I got held up.. So.. What's our game plan?" You said she placed your lunch and juice carton onto the table.

"Um.. I suppose we could address it.. Or drag it on" he smiled but quickly switched up at your unamused look "sorry sorry. Just a joke!.." He smiled "oh I'm sorry! Just.. A little tired" you smiled back "so.. Maybe we should just deny it.." He nodded but looked unsure "yeah... I mean you want to just deny it right?" He gave you no response. "Riki?..." He broke out of his thought and looked at you "sorry sorry.. Um.. Could we leave here? Talk outside... Please?"

You raised your brow in confusion but nodded and followed him, picking up the tub your food was in and standing with him in an empty corridor "what's up Riki?" you smiled gently "you can call me Ni-ki if you'd like.. You know me more so I feel it would be fitting" you nodded "sure, Ni-ki, famous idol Niki!" You giggled and he pouted hard "okay maybe Riki then" he huffed.

"But anyways, what's wrong? Why'd you wanna leave?" You said to him and took his hands into yours, he gulped and looked up, locking eyes with you "okay so, when I made that joke about keeping the joke going.. Maybe I meant it not as a joke?.. " he frowned "I like you" he clutched your hands stronger "really. I really do since I met you when you first started training.. You're so pretty and funny and talented.. Be my girlfriend?"

You gasped and nodded "yes.. Yes please" you grin grew so big you feared your cheeks would rip. You giggled and smiled and he looked so relieved, his grip on your hand loosened and became more soft and gentle. "Now.. Let's go eat? And fully talk about this.. Maybe we should deny it to the public for now?" You said and he shook his head "let em know. Does it matter? You're mine, I'm yours, doesn't matter if they don't like it" he smirked, words confident in both of you.

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And so, that night you spent at your boyfriends dorm, nestled in the fluffy flurry feelings of your new relationship. He kept talking to you, saying how proud he was, talking about his new music ideas, the music videos, photoshoots and magazines. It was so comforting. He was so comforting. "Yeah baby that sounds cool" you mumbled, head on his chest as you dozed off "you want me to keep talking or?.. " you just nodded "Mhm.. I wanna know, just a little sleepy" you smiled and he continued.

You wanted to thank that dumb scandal account, because now you had a loving supportive boyfriend. It was amazing and sure the relationship was new but with eachother? You knew it would last.

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1 month ago

Hi there,

I’m holding on to hope, one day at a time—and today, I’m asking for your support. My family is living through a reality no one should have to face, and I’m doing my best to keep our voices heard.

📌 Please take a second to check out my pinned post.

🔄 Sharing it can help it reach someone who might be able to help.

🤍 If you’re able to give even a little, your generosity could ease a heavy burden.

Your support, your time, your care—it all matters more than you know.

With love and deep appreciation,

@jehadkhaled

Sending all my love I wish nothing but the best for you and your family, go help if you can !!


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You four had decided to just meet at your place, your room would be big enough, you you had all your notepads and classwork books spilled pit on your bed. You'd even found your notes from last year to help Wonhee with her work. You'd bought snacks and even had your tv ready of they wanted to play music or watch movies... You were excited, dressed in your clothes, comfy but nicely. You wanted to make a good impression on Giselle and her mystery friend.

You heard the door ring and pulled on yours slippers, running down the stairs and unlocking the door, Heeseung and Wonhee. wasn't surprising that they arrived together. They'd been neighbors since middle school. "Hi!!! I brought strawberries.. And chocolate.. I was thinking we could like melt it?"

"Aww baby you didn't have to! Thanks! I already got some stuff" you smiled and led them upstairs "so... The pink notebook with the care bear on it is for you Wonnie! And the stuff for this year is like.. Over there! " you pointed at a pile of stuff on your floor he nodded and went over to it. He sat. One headphone in as he flipped through the pages "thanks" he smiled softly. Another ring of the doorbell. "I'll get it!" Wonhee smiled and ran down the stairs before.. Coming up again looking horrified "did.. Did someone invite Niki?"

Your heart froze and you felt everything in your body tightening in fear. Clammy cold sweat. Why was he at your house "what? What do you mean?" You frowned, brain already spiraling "he's probably not at this house... Maybe he's going to another house in this street" Heeseung said, eyes not lifting from the page "no no no, he rang the doorbell! Fuck! Hee.. Go open it.. I can't.." You said to him.

"Please" he just nodded and went down, when he came back up all he said was "Giselle invited him. I don't think he knows it's us tutoring him" "shittt" Wonhee whined "this was supposed to be fun!" She pouted and you smiled at her "it.. It will be. Go melt the chocolate like you wanted to." She nodded back at you and mirrored your smile.

"Okay. I'll be right back!" She ran down and Heeseung followed her "I'll make sure she doesn't blow up the kitchen" he smirked.

You took a deep breath and followed them. Instead of going to the kitchen you went and opened the front door. Shaky hands struggling. "Hi.. " you said harshly. He physically gulped and looked into your eyes "hi, um.. Is Giselle here?" You shook your head no "her and Winter are kinds late.. " he just nodded "can I come in?"

"Sure" you said and opened the door to let him in. You wouldn't ruin this for Winter, if you kicked him out it would upset Giselle and that would upset Winter. plus it was just a study group.. In your bedroom.. With your ex. Fuck.

Hours had passed, Winter and Giselle has arrived merely minutes after Riki.. Like it was somehow planned. But you were overthinking obviously.

Anyways. It went alright. You kept your distance from him most of the night. But he asked you for help on a subject that he knew you were good at. You had to help.

So you nodded and showed him how to, barely uttering a word until... His hand grazed your thigh and he quickly moved it "um. thanks for the help" he stood up and smiled, going back to sit next to Giselle as fast as lighting. Probably faster. He continued to do his work. Pink blush splotches on his cheeks. On your cheeks too. It was awkward and you knew you should feel angry. Disgusted even if it was an accident but.. You had butterflies. Their wings beating harsh against your insides as you remembered when things were good between you, merely a year and a half ago he wouldn't have moved his hand away, it would've rested their like it was meant to connect perfectly with your skin.

What you didn't hear was Giselle whispering to Riki "ahh.. I see..." she giggled and he blushed profusely and shook his head. She just laughed at him and ate her snacks with a smirk. Operation: Get-those-two-losers-to-admit-that-last-year-was-dumb-and-they-were-perfect-for-eachother was working!

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1 month ago

GUYS IDK WHAT TO POST. I HAVE LIKE 4 THINGS IN MY DRAFTS.

Ermmm so basically hype boy is abt like.. Fluff and compliments and an amazing hype boy of a boyfriend!?

Strawberry rush (the real title is Can't get enough---of that straw-awberry rush but it was too long for the poll :() baking w boyfriend Felix and making an absolute mess! But it's okay because you're both very kiss kiss fall inlove!

Photographs is a idol x idol fic! Reader is a member of illit (my babies) and they get shipped by the media until.. They ship it too ><

My personal favorite. I've poured so much love into this one!! It's based off Greek mythology, the story of Eros (or Cupid in Roman stories) and Psyche, their forbidden love that eventually ends in it prevailing


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1 month ago

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