Me After Relapsing...can I Even Get Better?

my another poem! My friend said I should post them but I'm scared because they are shitty asf anyways enjoy

Onion

An onion has layers, so many to peel,

but strip them too fast, and there's nothing to feel.

You can try to stack them, shove them inside,

but stripped of its soul, it cannot survive.

Does it burn? Do your eyes start to weep?

Do you see your mistakes, all buried so deep?

Or do you pretend, repaint the sky,

hiding the cracks with a colorful lie?

Forgiveness is hard when darkness remains,

when trust is just shadows and love leaves a stain.

Loneliness lingers, it pulls me back,

without you, I’d fall through the endless black.

A film-like romance, yet we’re just the cast,

acting for nothing, pretending to last.

Is this performance worthy of pride?

Or just a lie with nowhere to hide?

For you, it’s over, but I can't let go,

you broke me apart, then built me up slow.

I see you as savior, yet also my curse—

my healer, my ruiner, for better, for worse.

pls pls pls take care of urself, and if the infection gets really really bad please seek med attention for it, ive never seen ur blog b4 but that post popped up on my feed and i just want u to be safe doll /p /gen /nm

your so sweet and kind oh my god im going to cry😭😭thank you so much!! i will try to take better care of myself...again thank you for caring 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🩷

i have no future

no like actually i dont,My family always says that...Even my psychiatrist said Im just causing problems for my family🤷🏻‍♂️its like everyone wants me to ki11 myself

Im getting this tattooed in April or June

New clothes and contacts! :33

I just ate....i feel so disgusting i want to go throw up..i didnt take my antidepressants today so ehhhhh

TRALALERO TRALALA

i need a fuckin cigarette....

there Is no way i am real

nothing is real there is no way i feel like an npc

GURLLL

cut both my thumbs within 10 minutes.

first one got betrayed by paper..second one got betrayed by trying to open a plastic box....

I lost two kilos (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) just 2 more :33