I Hate Being The Second Choice..Always The Backup Friend...like What Do You Mean You Text Me Only When

my another poem! My friend said I should post them but I'm scared because they are shitty asf anyways enjoy

Onion

An onion has layers, so many to peel,

but strip them too fast, and there's nothing to feel.

You can try to stack them, shove them inside,

but stripped of its soul, it cannot survive.

Does it burn? Do your eyes start to weep?

Do you see your mistakes, all buried so deep?

Or do you pretend, repaint the sky,

hiding the cracks with a colorful lie?

Forgiveness is hard when darkness remains,

when trust is just shadows and love leaves a stain.

Loneliness lingers, it pulls me back,

without you, I’d fall through the endless black.

A film-like romance, yet we’re just the cast,

acting for nothing, pretending to last.

Is this performance worthy of pride?

Or just a lie with nowhere to hide?

For you, it’s over, but I can't let go,

you broke me apart, then built me up slow.

I see you as savior, yet also my curse—

my healer, my ruiner, for better, for worse.

IM FUCKED ASF

I'm going to the doctor for a checkup and I'm acared she'll ask me to take my pants off...i have scars all over my legs im so fucking scared 😭😭😭

me rn 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️idk likeeeeee idk how to hide scars and stuff i just dont care anymore👽👽

Todays fit to go see my friend and his friend (kill me?) to celebrate my bday more early

feeling kinda basic ngl..but its cold..

yeeeey new stuff

(im broke Now)

OMG MY SISTER RANDOMLY GAVE ME THIS?!!!??? AAAAA

(yes i also have hello kitty blanket And pillow...And milion other things)

I translated another of my poems!

do you like it?

Silent Eruption

I want to scream with all my might,

let my soul burst into light.

Would anyone care to hear my plea?

To listen, to help, to set me free?

This feeling spreads just like a flame,

a sleeping volcano calling my name.

Words are boiling, yet stay inside,

my lips are locked, my voice denied.

So here I stand with a frozen grin,

a smile I wear—but cannot see within.

my mom kicked me out of the house for a night xdd so im at my friends house haha my savior

i had a dream about sh..it was so fuckin detailed broooo

"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade