Justateenworkinglifeout - Just A Teen Trying To Figure Out Life

THIS 😂

@my-girl-boyfriend

Ebony Dark’ness, you will always be famous to me

Do you guys think nico eats an apple in front of will when he's angry?

Had my first PTSD flashback that I actually knew was a PTSD flashback. For the past like, 2 years, I've been having these random panic attacks where images of bad things that have happened to me pop into my head and feel so realistic.

Somehow I didn't realize it, but those are definitely actually PTSD flashbacks. And I didn't figure that out until last night, when I had the first big one I've had since I got diagnosed. Then it all clicked and I realized that like, half my panic attacks have actually been caused by PTSD flashbacks. So now I know I definitely filled out a few questions wrong on the questionnaire.

i want to- *remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health* kill someone else

Me: literally just chilling about to sleep

My brain: cooking up the most disturbing, detailed, horrible, gut-wrenching intrusive thought ever

Me: don't do it...

My brain: here's an image of your abuser sitting over your motionless body and eating through your flesh and organs. I made it myself.