I've Come To Like Talking On Tumblr Again. It Doesnt Interrupt Me Like Twitter Does

just realized that if i actually want to do the bsd bar au, i need to practice. Anyways, this is some silly little storyboard/rough draft. I like doing it in pen since it's easier to not focus on the details (yes, this was devoted for Q. Asagiri, please bring them back.)

and under is the finished one.

idk how to manga, hold on with me 🙏😭 oh yeah, i got this idea from this post but like i have no clue what they were referring to but welp i did it.

okay, im actually trying to figure out how to write this zammed idea into a oneshot but man this is how the end part of my draft is looking like on my doc

bro I am not going to complete this aren't I (〒 〒) bc what tf is thisss forget getting to at least over 1k words, i need to figure out how to even continue it 🦖🦖🦖

Ngl i like drawing Nikolai in the hunting dogs uniform

Chapter 121.5 as told by people's reactions from the activity page. Lives were changed

this dumb website is in need of some love, so reblog this if you like the person you reblogged it from!!!

HELP MY BRO WONT STOP SPAMING SIGMA GIFS EVER SINCE I GOT DISCORD (literally yesterday)

my bsd bar au is gonna be the end of me

ENFEUFHNEIFHNRIFJ IM GOING TO EN- Ahem, heyy *waves* Totally didn't set my sketchbook on fire over this I'm too lazy to color the already ready designs, too busy grinding gay moons in mayoi, and drawing out Chapter 1's stupid storyboard AHEHEHEWENUHENEGIJG 😭i hate this, why must I want to do this. i'ma go set up my grave and updated will as a just in case 😊 anyways, expect Margaret's design out by tomorrow (wait it's 3am... maybe later in a few hours?)

points and laughs at my mutuals getting famous posts while i remain safe in my relative obscurity

my dad officially knows i have Tumblr and asked what my name was on there.

oh god what if he actually downloads Tumblr and checks on my blog?? im screwed 🧍

just noticed the step-up scout is here and a new event in bungo tales/mayoi so uhm mb ya'll ig no random spam of drawing posts, I'm a bit busy grinding for gay moons so, for now, you'll be getting one per day till I'm done :3

take this random doodle for now

me and my bro's fav's 😼

BSD psych ward AU.....

Okay so I was thinking abt this one of the times I was in the hospital this past year, and when I got home I started writing my ideas down.

Atsushi centric, most likely. I wanna focus on his PTSD/C-PTSD more, as someone who has C-PTSD. I'm also sort of projecting my own experiences from the first time I was in the hospital onto his first (and hopefully only!) time. Here's what I have so far for the characters I want involved as patients:

Atsushi (he/they 15): Admitted for suicide attempt. First time there. Never been treated for any mental health issue. Gets diagnosed PTSD, MDD, GAD. Put on medication.

Dazai (he/him 16): That one kid that's there like once a month. Another suicide attempt. All the nurses and staff know him. He has WAY too many diagnosis at 16 to be ethical or accurate (BPD, ASPD, Bipolar 2, MDD, DpDr, C-PTSD, who knows what else)

Kenji (he/him 14): There for aggression, but super sweet. Diagnosed ED but the hospital doesn't specialize in it so they don't really care. He always asks the staff if they can go outside.

Akutagawa (he/they 15): Been there before, but not nearly as many times as Dazai. Suicide attempt. Still has his chronic illness in this AU.

Chuuya (he/him 16): There for aggression. Gets blackouts. Diagnosed IED and Bipolar 1.

Ranpo (he/him 17): Idek why he's there tbh. When asked he avoids the question or makes some joke. Sneaks extra snacks and juice from the caf in his pockets. Diagnosed ASD and ADHD. Maybe bulimia? i'm unsure.....

Kyoka (she/they 13): There for suicide and self harm. She's really quiet and is usually coloring or sleeping. Says as little as possible to her doctor and therapist. Waiting on her stuffed rabbit to be approved.

Q (they/them 11): That one kid that everyone agrees is too young to be there. There for self harm, suicidal ideation, and homicidal ideation. Seems sweet but also very unstable. Isn't allowed to have a roommate. On a Q10 (has to have a staff member with them at ALL times. In the shower, bathroom, etc. due to self harm in the hospital). They call some staff their "hospital mom". Diagnosed schizoaffective, ADHD, and ASD. One doctor has suggested a BPD diagnosis but they're WAY too young for that to be accurate. They've been a couple of times.

Ivan (he/him 16): There for a manic episode with psychosis. On way too many meds to be ethical. Most staff ignore him at this point. Can't have a roommate.

Sigma (they/she 16): There for depression, frequent panic attacks, and suicidal ideation. Very normal home life actually. One of the few people who doesn't argue with their family or cry on the phone. Diagnosed MDD, GAD, panic disorder, perhaps OCD?

Nikolai (any/all 17): There on a temporary detention order for tresspassing. Clearly unstable. Maybe even manic tbh no one knows what's going on with them. Good at talking to people. Gets bored so he's always trying to make some drama. Idk what his diagnosis are. Maybe BPD, bipolar, something idk