Me When I'm Soul

2nd kri s vrashout how we doin today

ok maybe i shouldn't be consuming this sort of content BUT these photos are literally the lore for me cps x cbs onibi au

tw for cannibalism. it's onibi you know how it is (also there's no drawings no gorey details, just brief mentions)

to explain who the chars are

1M: gen1 Brutal. takes the role of Mai. cannibal in the brutal clan, who's mother was cursed by 1A (pure)

2M: gen??? Brutal. takes the role of the gumi doll in will o' the wisp. was killed by 2A

1A: gen??? Pure. takes the role of post-spider-and-the-kitsune-like-lion akari. member of the Pure clan. let 1M feed on him and then left like the coward he is (rolls eyes)

2A: gen???? Pure. takes the role of the miku doll in will o' the wisp. killed 2B after going insane due to flashbacks from past lives

3A: gen?? Pure. takes the role of pre-spider-and-the-kitsune-like-lion akari. was tortured by the main entertainer of the Brutal clan, 1R, and therefore cursed her. he is a christian, and that's why he was specifically chosen to be killed.

1R: gen??? Brutal. takes the role of ryou. mid-performance (torture session), she was cursed by 3A and therefore ate him. like cannibalism.

oh, and we can't forget shikyou! they're spyper in this one.

knowing that 1M and 1A weren't supposed to meet, they disguised themself as 1A and beheaded 1M after he went on a rampage and cannibalized everyone in his village.

it's literally onibi but yaoi and autistic.

oh yeah this takes place during the edo period and the sakoku policy (like the og series), that's why 3A got tortured and killed cuz he's a christian.

I'm using a Samsung phone, but sometimes I want to move on to an iPhone. But iPhone doesn't have a pen. (I don't even know if it's right)

489

translation:

DON'T DO THIS TO ME PLEASE 001 I LOVE YOU

I HAVE NEVER CARED FOR YOU SINCE YOU DEVIATED FROM MANN CO.'S ORDERS. I AM DOING THIS FOR THE SAFETY OF EVERYONE, INCLUDING YOURSELF.

story: 489 was a medic bot who deviated from the company and escaped. he modified himself to have led eyes, cosmetics and actual legs, along with a mouthpiece. one day, when he was strolling on ghost town, he got a severe electric shock from his idol, 001, aka heavy bot.

if you're wondering, in this au, bots can be both red and blue because they're identifiable to each other anyway, they can only see in greyscale.

arts

YESSS TTHE YAOI

under tthe cut is nudity and gore

poor denpa is not ok

fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention

"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.

"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.

"...You never listen."

Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)

Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.

I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.

But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.

Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.

He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.

He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.

He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.

@zundamind i can't believe i've tagged u 3 TIMES IN 1 DAY but like.... yr so cool..... i feel like we're the same just in different fonts (idk how to describe it!!! we're so similar its actually sooo strange and i feel like i've seen you before???)

online friends never say they love you like a normal person, it's always gotta be "if we lived close to each other i would get mental health bagels with you" or something like that

@zundamind. propaganda of YOU

heart vs mind this, heart vs mind that. NO. WRONG. MIND VS MIND. RIGHT NOW. MAKE THE POLL YOU KNOW YOU FUCKING WANT TO.

This is money cat. He only appears every 1,383,986,917,198,001 posts. If you repost this in 30 seconds he will bring u good wealth and fortune.

i can see why adults drink alcohol now. i just saw a fuck ton of tf2 proshit fics. didn't even read them and yet i feel like i need 20 bottles of beer