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my 1/4 penobscot blood seeing this:

YOU hate Christopher Columbus.

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YESSS TTHE YAOI

under tthe cut is nudity and gore

poor denpa is not ok

it's a revival of windows live messenger/msn, which gives it new servers! it'd go along well w/ your general aesthetic

do you have escargot wlm? is you do, i can dm you my chat address!

ive no clue what that is ..

the autism autismed too mcuh, now they are zephs

eros has extra arms cuz they've gotta pray more. their braid is longer because they is growing it out for harmonia. their wings are clipped because they feels confined to this loop

nous has no secondary color because.... apathy. hh. his wings are broken because he feels that soul's devotion to the whole ruined the fragments

thymos's braid is undone to highlight its sort of... animalistic fight or flight tendencies. also ram horms. fluffed up wings. sort of digigrade legs. heheheheh

they were soooo fun to design! i love how they all look like twins (that was kinda the point lol)

deliver me and carry me away.

Ask blog for the Soul Fragments. After thousands of loops, Soul is at his limit. The helplessness causes cracks to form in his subconscious as the parts of him struggle to find a solution. One day, they finally shatter.

Nous - The Mediator. Responsible for communication and problem solving. Has fallen into apathy in this cycle of meaningless pain. Represents the part of Soul that's tired of this and just wants to end it already. There is no salvation at the end of this ride. Their god abandoned them a long time ago.

Eros - The Devotee. Represents Soul's persistence and connection with Harmonia. Spiraled into an almost manic state of devotion after being repeatedly denied Him. Still refuses to blame Him for the loop. It must be something wrong with them. They can still fix it.

Thymos - The Sacrifice. Meant to be Soul's emotional processing. Has since broken down into something more akin to fight or flight. Holds all of Soul's emotional distress from the time loop. Acts more like a cornered animal than a person now. Just wants the pain to stop.

Also here are Heart and Mind, who are left to pick up the pieces after Soul's split. Not an easy task, considering the fragments now represent Soul's traits taken to their worst extreme.

Nous uses he/him pronouns, Eros uses they/them pronouns, and Thymos uses it/its pronouns.

wwww...... hi @psilliguykai... here r yr skrungles as promised!!!!!

also tw for suicidal gestures (URGHHHHH JIOMMY)

the thought process behind laplace was "she'd wear something like what saul goodman would wear, colorful tuxes n shit...... cuz yknow, normal album. but mind's persoanlity and general vibe doesn't fit it!" so thats why i gave him a businesswoman outfit, responsible! also i gave her rings/string around his fingers to represent how shes sorta the puppeteer

jimmy.... i feel like in this au, they're not a fully formed alter. this is why their design is so..... vacant compared to the rest, and why tey're so unstable. they're hedonistic, but they don't know how to keep it in check

and capgras.... my beloved capgras. i gave him his mask to represent the ACTUAL capgras delusion, because i think it's a delusion about someone impersonating everyone around you. i gave him SPIRAL EYES because of how sort of.... abstract the album cover is.

and for the stripes!

when i was desigining capgras, i mixed up the self-ish album cover for everything is a lot's, and yeah. thats why he has stripes. but i was like "hey, this design is complex, just like self-ish" so i kept it

since laplace is like the apple to everybody elses' windows, sleek and complex.... so i gave her small vertical stripes so it can fit in with her whole vibe

and jimmy..... half n half counts as 2 rlly big stripes, right?

fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention

"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.

"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.

"...You never listen."

Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)

Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.

I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.

But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.

Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.

He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.

He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.

He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.

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TYSM FOR 11 FOLLOWERS!!! why do people like my mask spy fanart and my spyder & ludovic comic more than my actual good shit

ITS TIIIIME

i'm back bitches DID YALL FORGET BOUT ME??? i'm a damn popup haha

anyway have some recent arts

if yyou couldn't tell i'm into touhou, deadpool and cccc now so teeheee

so yeah hi