Finally Uploading Something After A Million Years. —– Another Lapis Lazuli C: This Was A Commission.

soo-da replied to your post: Finished making Amethyst~I personally ...

Holy shit this is beautiful!! Are you gonna give Garnett a base too?

Thank you :3 I plan on it, eventually, I’m just not sure how it would be since I can’t fuse her to a base, she’d have to have something on it to stay standing with how tall she is. I also only have one base left not being used (well I have two but the other one is HUGE) I plan on at least making lapis on that one and maybe Opal on the big one. 

Finally got around to posting :D

Anyways here is some shots I saved of my work process, I plan on posting one for each picture I made.

This one in particular was quite fun and relaxing to create. I put the “Minx” backwards though (forgot I was working flipped.)

I plan on maybe uploading a higher resolution version on DA and stuff.

I also took a wonky phone video of me drawing, I might or might not post.

Some W.i.p.s of Rainbow quartz and Sardonyx :D --- Sardonyx is almostish ready for paint, Rainbow Quartz isn't near that stage yet.

I'm heartbroken...

I was lied to, I'm very upset... We found a place, small and actually allows pets with deposit fee... I was trying to find my cats a place, a loving home, or a no kill shelter, my dad let my cats outside without letting me know, they've never been out their whole lives and he expects them to live out there and/or get killed in a shelter... He said I could have my cat who was the "good" cat, but I was being punished for not going back to our old place today, I had no bus money, he said he'd find me a way, I have no phone to call to know what's going on... I have horrible anxiety to where I can't walk outside by myself.... So he said it's my own fault, making fun of me and saying I have legs, that I had time even though I was trying, he lied straight to my face. What makes this worse is I was crying (OF COARSE) and he started acting more hurtful, so I got pissed off and mentioned to one of his girlfriends (or friend as he puts it) that he has others he talks to...(I'm upset I did something bad but still...) he called the cops on me saying I needed an ambulance (implications when all I was was crying and trying to say this was all messed up and if he is going to lie to me and get rid of my only happiness, the only ones who made me feel my life was worth living FOR THEM...and then mock me and try to make be feel worse while knowing threatening me will make me panic...then I think it's okay to tell the truth to someone about one of the many lies he makes. He goes so far as to call the police on me to make ME seem crazy just to keep on with a lie... All the while my husband supporting him because, as he puts it..."it's to protect me" "to keep peace" oh and "it doesn't matter if what they do is bad, respect your elders" I give up on everything...

I only have enough clay to finish Sans.

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Please follow me on here if possible, I want to be active on it but it is hard to feel like I should.

Feel so discouraged, I hate this feeling, the type of feeling that makes me want to scrap what I'm working on. I put so much time into things for nothing it feels.

soo-da replied to your post: soo-da replied to your post: I feel so...

haha given that we know what russ, jund and cheyenne look like.. my drawings still look nothing like them lol. but i hope you can submit something in time!! c: doesn’t have to be a finished product.. just something quick

I tried ;v; 

I just realized I never posted this, I drew this awhile back but for some reason never posted it really anywhere.