What Type Of Art Do People Want To See? (I Guess From Me) (Edit: This Was Not Meant To Be A Rambling

What type of art do people want to see? (I guess from me) (Edit: this was not meant to be a rambling vent post but turned into one.) I just dont know how to get out there on any website. I feel like a ghost who talks to everyone but nobody hears or sees me. I want to just give up, give up on everything not just art anymore. Or maybe I have that backwards, I always wanted to give up on everything but art. I see no point, it is my only skill and positive trait yet it isnt good enough. I am literally a starving artist. I cant get work. I cant do anything. This isnt a tumblr thing, there is obviously something wrong with me if I have been trying for over a decade and still havent gotten anywhere. I swear i spend more time and have more time that 97%of people. But i waste it all on art that gets me nowhere, not financially or socially. And no art doesnt help me for me, not anymore,my goal since a child was to become a paid artist. Imagine a kid who spent their whole life, extracurricular activities, anything possible in anyway their whole life trying to become a doctor, cook, athlete...and just it getting ripped from under them. I fake reality you thought would come true but you dont qualify and instead of being on the team or something you end up being an unpaid volunteer as a waterboy or something like that, or expected to cater for free, for "exposure" it feels like shit and it is. I already given up, im just a zombie with no purpose who just goes off of what feels most natural and intuitive.

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Liking and Rebloging stuff helps tons, but how can you do that if you aren’t seeing it in your searches? I don’t think a lot of people do this, so I thought I’d spread it around a little. Please signal boost! A lot of artists need your help to be seen, especially on the huge community of tumblr.

8 years ago
I Haven't Drawn In So Long, Finally Getting Back Into The Groove Of It (working On Various Pics The Past

I haven't drawn in so long, finally getting back into the groove of it (working on various pics the past few months but everything besides doodles/sketches take for ages, before that was working heavily on sculpts.) So here are some elemental sup guy doodles.


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10 years ago

yenaticosiria answered your post: Hey, yeah, I have bad problems going o...

You should check out the Markiplier fandom friend! We would all welcome you and there are some very kind people who would be willing to signal boost about your situation and hey maybe someone with spare money could help? You never know.

I’ve been wanting to, my husband told me awhile back to draw him as well. (Need to get out of my comfort zone~~~) I’ve heard the community is rather kind, I’ve just always thought it was really big and I’d maybe be lost in everything, haha. Maybe, that is true, I’ll never know unless I try. :o


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8 years ago
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
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Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er
Last Bit Of Inktober Stuff :D (as To The “surprise” One, It Is Literally An Inside “joke”,er

Last bit of Inktober stuff :D (as to the “surprise” one, it is literally an inside “joke”,er surprise to drawing someone I hadn’t planned on drawing er but, yeah “surprise” for me.)


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9 years ago

This may be very long, I'm sorry, It's something I hope gets read.

Random thoughts~ I hate seeing so much negativity everywhere. I'm not going to be specific about anything but I hope I can explain the best I can. First I'd like to say it is impossible for ME to shorten this. My thought process can't fathom how to compress thoughts. It seems people everywhere have a huge lack of empathy, unable to think of how someone elses life may be, as well as how certain things effect them in their life, their reactions. The thing that REALLY bothers me is I see all these people heavily badmouthing, insulting, making jokes at people they used to claim to admire. In reality I've NEVER seen anyone leave a friendship or something similar for a few bad events, I've seen everyone do things much, much worse. (Without even knowing half the story who are immediate friends at times.) The thing as well though is things are circumstantial, theres no way to know whats going on by just observing, its gossip, its horrible. I know certain people from totally different point of views than others, and just from that it honestly disgusts me to see what people say. I might slightly be going in circles here but I see it as the worst type of hypocrisy when this situation kinda arises: -people do a possibly negative thing in response to others being rude, possibly annoying, etc.- Or -people react badly to something or in an unacceptable way- And in response I see people reacting in the same way but sometimes worse than the people they are reacting to. That in itself isn't a big deal but what IS, is when i see people months after something STILL talking badly and insulting anything related in a joking fashion. Thats just spreading negativity and just stirring up things people shouldn't be involved with in the first place. People aren't your personal tv show even when it involves people doing that for a living. It also bothers me seeing people trying to invalidate mental illness and certain disorders. Why? Because I have to live with the same thing through out my life. I CAN'T control how I react to people, I DON'T realize when I'm mean, the feeling passes over me but its like the "one ear out the other" thing, or when you have a gut feeling but ignore it. And its scary when the exact fears kinda come to the surface. Let me just say, this is the only way I can describe anything right now. "You can't explain to a person who has been blind all their life what SEEING actually looks like, just as you can't imagine a new color." What that means is just because you experience life one way doesnt mean someone else feels the same things as you, some have to deal with things that are unimaginable even though some may see it as petty and dumb. No ones in "the right" or "the wrong" things like this happen and it sucks. The thing is, things like these are things that need to be WORKED THROUGH, at that no one should be condemned by things like this either, at that by ones not even involved, even if its just a friend of a friend. I say this because I deal with things like this all my life, as I'm sure plently of others have as well. I have severe anxiety, tourette's, depression, and bpd. (Tourettes in itself is a bundle of disorders and junk.) _________ (I may be getting too personal within my own life here but I feel its the only way I can get my message through.) These right here are the exact reasons why I dont talk to people online or in real life. As certain individuals do, i react harshly, I dont realize it, combined with that the anxiety is a catalyst to being unable to control tics from my tourettes. The problem within that is my second set of tics that come out involve actual outwardly physical things such as: hitting others, Things, Squeezing things, breaking things in half without realizing it, etc. I've been arrested for things I can't physically control, Ive been called evil, a bitch, crazy, a demon, monster, It really hurts. (The charges were able to be dropped luckily, didn't stop all the trauma it caused.) I can guarantee you no one can even imagine what it feels like. Just because two people have the same/similar illness, life, experiences,etc. Doesn't mean they are supposed to be an exact copy on how they react. __________ I try to only post art on here, I am honestly afraid to directly communicate with anyone, I have a hard time even replying to others. I am posting this here because I feel maybe it would be okay to say something for once. (I haven't posted in forever though due to computer problems, and skill honing with art in general. Not satisfied). _______ I'd also like to say it extremelly pisses me off that just because people only see things from their view and word of mouth that they automatically label someone as a monster, spineless, a flat out bad person, etc. Yet just because you see that you try to push the fact theyre a bad person who should be disliked. But what you dont know is those same people/person could have seriously saved a person/peoples lives behind the scenes, that the/those same individual(s) you claim to be monsters could have been the best thing to occur in someone elses life, many even. Why does a few things make someone a bad person? And why do people mock others when they respond with "no ones perfect." Because its true. I've noticed from other sites and things not involving certain topics here that there is a mob mentality to things. I have been trying to become more social by taking part in discussions. The thing ive noticed is on the "normal" parts of, let us say Facebook for instance, most people rule on the opinion part no matter how messed up the opinion is, while people who try to come in with actual discussion or kinder opinions get attacked, everyone says how wrong and dumb they are if you make one slip up. On the other hand... Being on Facebook with a psychology group, those same posts, same topics are seen at rationally without heavy opinions, problem solving without creating conflict. That is what needs to be done here and in life in general. Of coarse I could still say this is all just my opinion, just one I feel needs to be said. I'm pretty sure I cant cover every single little detail here, there will always be a "loophole" people will abuse in someones words or actions. Thank you if anyone read this, though vague I hope it makes sense.


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10 years ago

I feel so overwhelmed in many different ways right now ;-;  at that I was working on another sculpture but I think I made it way too big, it’s gonna use all my clay and I’m not sure it’s worth it, I mean, it will look good maybe but it’s just all my clay :( I even tried bulking it out as much as I can without it breaking but...idk


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9 years ago

How to Make an Artist Happy

1. Reblog instead of like 2. Add tags when reblogging beCAUSE THEY WILL LITERALLY REMEMBER IT FOR HOURS

8 years ago

Tbh everytime i see a post here or on your personal blog, i breath a little sigh of relief. Please take care, and good luck.

Thank you, sorry for not replying sooner. I both haven’t been able to find out how to reply messages/been able to get online/spend the time I do manage to get online replying messages, I feel bad because I feel a lot of these are so old and I had no clue they existed until a lil while back.

10 years ago

I THINK I HAVE pneumonia, haven't been able to rest, keep coughing so hard I throw up and feel like a pool of liquid is at the bottom of my throat,it clears for two seconds if I clear it right...though everything hurts from the near constant coughing for one...why

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I am a self taught artist, I mainly create Cryaotic, Steven Universe and random related stuff I like. :D I have a hard time openly talking to others, so please don't get upset if I don't reply/take long to reply, I really appreciate any messages I get~ c: Always open for commissions unless otherwise said. (personal/non art) http://neochondria.tumblr.com/

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