Squad I’m Losing My Mind, I Read A Thiam Fanfic On Ao3 Like A Billion Years Ago, And Now I Can’t

If I was Maddie I’d be so pissed that my little brother was fighting with his crush instead of looking for me when I’m literally on the verge of death.

Little insta poetry repost

I aspire to one day be the level of chaotic bisexual that is Shawn Spencer

So I may not like my dad BUT the most iconic thing he’s said “WHAT they killed the blonde one?!?! He was the best character!” In reference to Newt from maze runner.

Go back to your roots he said

Go back to the house and your bed

Go back to the char and the ash he said

Go lay in the dirt and be sad

Oh look at my roots, how they burnt I said

I cry and I stand over them

I wish they would grow so I water them

Water them with my tears, they don’t grow I said

Then take me away to a place, he said

And it could make us feel safe

A place yet it wasn’t our home I said,

But home wasn’t home, not to me I said

I yearn for a place to call home he said

For all of my roots to grow back

But if I go back to that house, he said

My roots will burn all along with them

My brothers roots are burning too I said

How do I handle those flames

I water and water and water them

The flames they hurt all that I love I said

Oh why would someone from above I said

He sat and he listened to me then said

Oh he has a plan with the ash he said

But why oh why did I have to be the ash I said

When others were allowed to be trees I said

Oh I was born with my roots burnt I said

Maybe, oh,

Maybe, that’s beautiful he said

But really it all just makes me mad I said

Mad that I can’t be a tree I said

Mad I can’t be evergreen I said

Well fine go ahead and be mad he said

But the world needs people like you who are ash

To help the trees grow, and be glad

Also maybe I just have issues with authority figures, but Mr. Martin gave HORRIBLE vibes from the start to me

The golden retriever in me goes crazy when watching shows. I’m like “you know how I would have fixed this, group hug!!!” Like tf??? Who do I think I am???

And they told us we were crazy

This has me on the ground pulling my hair out

I hate how easy I am to queerbait, because I KNOW sambucky wont be endgame, yet I waste my money and go see the newest Cap movie in theaters, praying for some cannon crumbs. 😩😩😩

How you know the fic is gonna SLAP