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The urge to rewatch and reread everything while also wanting to see and read new stuff

Newt: So apparently the ‘big sad’ I’ve been feeling lately is severe depression-

Being a bit soft but the maze runner fandom is genuinely the nicest and friendliest and most down to earth fandom I've ever been in and you are all such wonderful people 💜

Merry Newtmas everyone

I get so emotional about Newt saying “and I remember you” in his letter because he didn’t always get to remember. His memories were stolen before he woke up in the Box and imo it’s one of the greatest tragedies in the series. Thirteen years of experiences, grief, and friendships that were lost to time,,,, he had a little sister, and no one will ever know because that knowledge was taken from both of them.

But he remembered Thomas.

The importance of memory and its intrinsic connection to identity was stated in the letter (I want you to know that I'm not afraid. Well, not of dying, anyway, it’s more forgetting. It's losing myself to this virus, that's what scares me). Forgetting was conflated with losing his sense of self, both of which he considered a fate worse than death. I feel like the Gladers almost saw memory and identity as privileges. They weren’t guarantees, since they’d all forgotten everything and the threat of losing themselves was very present in their lives, both through the Changing and later with the Flare. The memories Newt made during and after the Maze were memories he fought for, as was the person he became. As he wrote the letter, he could feel the latter slipping. In the end, the memories would go too.

But. But. He held onto those memories until he was literally collapsed on the ground and half out of his mind. He remembered Thomas. And he knew he would follow him anywhere. And if he could do it all over again, he would, and he wouldn’t change a thing. He would go through everything - forgetting, building himself back up from the ground, losing that self to the virus.

And I just. I just think that I remember you is such a profound admission of love from someone who has fought and is still actively fighting to do that. I may be losing myself, but I remember you. I may have lost almost everything else, but I remember you. Getting to here, where I am remembering you, has taken a world of things from me, has taken my past and my identity and nearly everyone I’ve ever loved, but I would follow you into that mess all over again, because it brought me to you, and it brought me to my family, and it brought me back to myself, and at the end of the day those things are all the same. I am dying, and I remember you.

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I did a thing 😂

So me and my classmates watched all the maze runner movies recently (I had already seen all of them and I had just started reading the books) and my friend hadn't seen the movies so I told her a bunch of lies about what would happen lmao

First I told her Thomas was gonna die at the end of scorch trials and they were gonna try to find a cure for death that's why the third movie was called 'the death cure'

Secondly I told her to look out for minho and I insinuated he died

Third I told her newt was gonna betray them all and that he was secretly a double agent the whole time lol

Fourth I told her that newt was canonically in love with Thomas and they were gonna end up together

Minho: That sounds like a really risky and gay plan.

Thomas: So? Are you in?

Minho: I thought it was an obvious answer.

thomas + text posts pt. 6

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