Cas Experiencing Some MIGHTY Gay Panic

Went to the doctor for an ingrown toenail, walked out with a covid jab and an ecg.

(Also got a referral to someone who can deal with my poor toe that has been hurting for the past 1.5 years)

Love my doctor

Timelapse on my ig (@lesbiansupernatural)

Look, I don't believe in fate or any sort of higher power, but I do have one singular instance where I've been questioning it.

(TLDR: I got super lucky and randomly got a gp who had a lot of past experience with tourettes syndrome when I first developed symptoms)

When I was 13 I developed a very sudden and severe tic disorder (aka tourettes syndrome) so my mom took me to the doctor. I shared a gp with my mom cause that's just how it works where I live, but this particular day she was out sick, so I got a substitute. Said substitute did not actually work at the medical practice at this time, and was just filling in for a few days.

But it turns out that this doctor had previously worked in psychiatric care, specializing in youth with neurological condition, including tourettes. Aka, she had a lot of knowledge AND contacts.

(Side note, mental health care in norway is horrendous, especially if you're under 18, they are extremely understaffed and the waitlists are often over 6 months. And unfortunately these wait lists can be sped up if you just have someone on your side who calls them a lot and demands they see you sooner. This is very unfortunate for people who don't have a support system that can pull strings etc for them)

So the doctor put me on a pill that had shown some success in minimizing tics, so that I'd hopefully not give myself wiplash or any other lasting damage to my neck and spine, while waiting for a session with a specialist. (Said pill worked a lil bit but I still have lasting back issues from the intense tics 8 years later) She then immedeately referred me to a psychiatrist that specialized in tics and treating them.

Now, I was very lucky to have a SHORT waiting time, but it was still 3 months, and if you have hundreds of tics a day you can do some pretty intense damage to your body in 3 months, and the only reason I got in so fast was due to the doctor's contacts.

I had regular follow ups with said doctor, cause it turns out she was placed at that doctor's practice for an extended amount of time, and it just made sense that she would follow up on this particular case.

Once the treatment and stuff started to have an effect, the doctor had gotten a permanent possision at the practice and was sharing patients with another doctor to help lighten the load. So I could simply fill out a form and badabim badaboom she was my official gp (changing gps in norway is very dofficult, cause everyone's lists with the maximum amount of patients they can have is completely full, with a bunch waiting, and the only time a spot opens up is if someone dies, but I was really lucky as she was just getting started and basically had an empty list)

She is still my doctor to this day, and really great at what she does. And I'm extremely thankful for the fact that she was there that first day and that she had the possibility to follow up

Here’s my take on hbo!dean, that may or may not have taken me 8+ hours to make...

A redraw of a redraw of an OLD drawing

I think the story of the time I was assessed for autism is really funny.

So my main "symptom" was sensory issues (still is). When I started the test I quite quickly realized that they were only looking for social issues, which I have never really had. So I quite quickly told myself "ah okay, yeah I'm not gonna get a diagnosis from this" which was correct.

But a few weeks after the test I was called in for a meeting to get the results. And no shock it was negative. However the lady started saying shit like "yeah so you did score a lot higher than people without autism usually do, but not quite enough for a diagnosis" and Im still over here thinking "what the FUCK made my score high????" Cause I felt I did all their tasks and questions the exact way a neurotypical person would do them, and that they never actually asked any questions that matched with the symptoms of autism I was experiencing.

I still don't have any idea what made my score so high, but with my tourettes it isn't surprising

Do you know what the most unrealistic part of supernatural is?? It’s not the werewolves and the vampires, or even god and the demons, no its the fact that these hunters (sam and dean in particular) slice their hands open with KNIVES almost daily, but doen’t have a single scar. These guys will cut so deep they can fill a bowl with blood, but no, not a single scar. Meanwhile my cat scratched me so that a few tiny droplets of blood came out two years ago, and I still got a scar on my arm. 

Have some warm Destiel kisses!!

In norwegian it's pain silencer (smertestillende)

painkiller is such a metal fucking word. pain. killer. so badass.

You're playing baldur's gate 3 dating simulator

I'M playing baldur's gate 3 SORTING SIMULATOR

We are not the same