THANK U For Tagging Me @allieebobo! I'll Admit Idk How To Do This But Uh, Here We Go, Rules Are Ya Gotta

This was my old art account that i,,,, forgot the info too so I cant access it lol

But I REALLY like this picture of Eddy, specifically the way I colored it, idk it was and still is one of my best peices in my opinion

*looks at watch to see it’s been 600 years since last posted* ah

Sooo yeah im terrible at posting things but HEY

New picture!! Specifically of my stinky Inquisitor Cadash man, he,,,, smelly

Byleth: hehe moth go brrrrrr

Btw original text thread produced by texasfartsupply

Oh yeah! I'm (sortaaaa??? I'm still EXTREMELY new to this) doing commissions! I can only do traditional art so no digital unfortunately, however since I'm new to this my prices r VERY flexible and you guys can probably take advantage of that idk.

Details can be discussed in private messages so just,,, go for it if you REALLy want too

Then again idk if it's still early to do stuff like this so we'll see I guess

Haha oh boy I can't wait to flesh out my character's backstory man I love Elder Scrolls lore-

3 hours of lore deep diving later after discovery major timeline inconsistencies in backstory:

GUESS WHO FOUND A SKETCHBOOK

Wip but just in case I dont finish it I wanted to share the sketch cuz I thought it was funny

So here

Funnys with Luna, Pal, and Gao

The Bois

Oh yeah, heres the list imma do cuz pokemon :)

It's by @skudde so, thank u!!!

We were here, and while I dont remember when I came here, that does not negate the moments I had the blessing of sharing with Mark and Ethen, and all of you!

Thank you for existing with me, thank you for sharing your final moments together with us.

Momento Mori, Remember Death

Unus Annus

So, Unus and Annus are reaching the last hour of existence, and they said that if we want, we could write our last words to them and our aspirations, and.... I wanna do it

I'm taking this stupidly seriously but this, this channel became important to me, it made me expand my thoughts on what I thought death was to me and what my life is to me

But here we go

I haven't been here for the beginning, I didnt watch every video and I never bought merch, but regardless this channel and these videos worked there way into my thoughts, and this livestream made me stupid sentimental. My internet currently is shitting itself and I might not see the end properly, but that's ok.

Death to me, is the end

That's it, I dont know if there is an after and I dont care, I dont fear the emotions and pain I might feel facing my demise but I do fear one thing. I fear of what my death will do to the world i leave behind.

Will it change? Will it mourn? Will it rejoice??? Or will absolutely nothing happen, and time keeps moving forward as it does. More importantly however, how would the people I love remember me? After death I will be gone and over, there wont be anything left of me besides the legacy I have left and the memory people hold of me, so I cant help but think of the only thing I CAN think of involving my demise. But this is egotistical of me is it not? Death is normal, and I am not special for thinking this way, I am going to die and so will you guys. But in all honesty I cannot think of any other way to perceive my death, I cannot for the life of me think of anything else to say about it.

That's also ok, I'm alive

I'll never understand my death as long as I live.

But I obsess so much, about what will happen after I die, but I try not to think about what will happen as I continue to live.

I am young, and I am childish, I am naive and I am hopeful.

I only really truly desire one thing in my life more than anything, even if it may change over time.

I want to make a story I love, and characters whom can share my thoughts and feelings, in their own unique experiences, and become their own people from them as well. I want to create art that would do them justice and I want to love it so, so, so much

I know I dont draw as much as want, I should not force myself to per say, but I find it difficult to find motive to.

At this moment that is my only goal in my life, I just want to love what I create

I will one day

Even if I may die before I create such a story, I will love my art, I do love it now

I love it because I CREATED it

I made it, I birthed something simply because I wanted to, because its fun

And I really, really wish I could see that everyday.

But I do not, and that's ok, that's ok

Its ok

This channel taught me to, learn what it is that I value about my life and my death, and because I overthink MANY things this was not always a good thing lol

It will die soon, and that's ok

But that does not mean I will not feel, grief

No matter how much or little that grief may be.

So what shall I do? When it does? When it dies 20 minutes from now as I'm writing this?

Well I'll cry

I'll cry, and cry and cry

Because it is what I can do

.

I don't know what my life will be like, I cant find the words to describe what I think of it as, as of writing this at least.

But

But I

I want to live

I AM living

I AM ALIVE

and I'm so glad that I am, I used to think living was a burden, I used to hate that fact

But I'm still here, I'm still breathing and I'm so

I'm so relieved, that I chose to stay alive.

And I hope that those who are reading this feel that too, maybe not today or tomorrow, but soon.

Soon.

Because it is, such an amazing thing to be here, with you, and with my family and friends, and with strangers I'll never meet

..

This has gone in a while

This is clearly important to me so I wanted to be transparent in my feelings. I dont know how u all will react to this and I dont know if you will care.

But that's okay, you dont need to take anything from this.

Well

Except for one thing.

Momento Mori, Remember Death

Remember Life

Unus Annus

Thank you so much for reading my rambles about my existence, thank you so much

I'm glad you are alive reading this as well

I'm glad we exist :)

WOAH WAIT U ALSO FOUND MY OLD ACCOUNT THAT I LOST THE LOGIN INFO FOR

I tip my hat to u and am even more flattered than I can express holy shit

hellooo!!! I'm popping in to firstly apologize for all the sudden reblogs!! I'm sorry if it's annoying xdhfjzhgjhkf but also here to express how much I adore your art and I am so happy I decided to go through Golden Rose fanart and stumbled across your (absolutely gorgeous) mc! <333 Your art is very pretty and your style is so expressive and soft in a way I can't hope to describe; just know it's so so pretty!! That's all, have a wonderful day and I look forward to seeing what else you post!

AAAAAAHH ok I'll admit I got a bit of a jumpscare from the sheer amount of reblogs but THANK YOU SO MUCHH

By all means I'm very flattered you like my art so much, it's a bit hard to appreciate my own art since I take it for granted most of the time so, seeing someone else love it so much brings a bit of a different perspective to that matter so, thank you for that too!

I hope whatever I post next within this century will be worth the wait for ya

So heres the protagonist of my little persona story thingy! I very clearly edited the picture a bit cuz it was super blurry n shit so I'm sorry if I made it look worse

Regardless his name is both Noya Koji and Okita Horiuchi, though I prefer Okita tbh

He moves in to a very old and traditional town near a famous forest, to live with his grandparents there. His parents were both physically abusive towards him and so he was taken by social services after his first year if highschool. So now hes transferred to a old school in town as a second year, where rumors and gossip about a kid that went missing in the woods a few weeks ago buzz.

I might redesign the uniform cuz I accidentally made it too dark, but yes

Here he is