I have to be a great villain went from “haha funny” to “doomed by the narrative to play your role over and over again, hurting everyone who loves you” and I am so unwell about Wang Yi
A leafy shelter from the chilly spring showers 🌧️🌸
Itty Bitty Spring Dragon Stickers ♡
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I just did. Do you need glasses?🤨
I KEEP LOSIGN MY FUCKING EGGS WHERE THEY AT BRO
Thinking about "I love Amy" as a story about breaking the cycle of abuse
How Amy feared cars for most of her childhood because of what her mother did, but ended up getting a driver's license so that she could drive her kid to school
How she was so terrified of falling in love and hurting her loved ones like her mother did, but ended up striving to be the kind of partner that Bibi needed
How the abuse Nick experienced made him resent Bibi, how Bibi got sick of losing everything she loved and ended up seriously hurting people in her attempts to get what she wanted, how she ignored Amy's wishes for such a long time, but when Amy ran away and Bibi found her, she decided to give Amy a choice. Bibi would bring Amy anywhere she wanted to go.
How Bibi is described as a yandere, but "not a yandere to Amy. They just love each other."
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chp5 notes:
•i can tell Jackson's aunt is doing her best but it feels like she's not giving him space to talk out his thoughts and her insisting he's tired because it's only nerves pushes Jackson to push down his emotions
•David forgetting Jackson's name while both exer remembered Jackson's name and Jackson remembered David's and exer's names is a sign both have good memories and are using it to remember everything about everyone
•Jackson tries to be friendly to exer and keeping his good kid facade despite hinted at having nightmares because of him while exer looks annoyed at Jackson's attempt, could be that exer knows Jackson isn't really sincere and hates his fake behavior towards him, maniplutors love fooling others but hate it when someone tries to do the same. Also Jackson's look at exer when he gets a cold response to his friendliness, Jackson starts seeing that his friendly behavior isn't working on exer
•Jackson thinking about his tio&tia words while climbing up the ladder, seems like he's dead set on making them proud despite them saying they already are. maybe deep down Jackson feels like if he doesn't shine his adopted parents won't love him as much
•exer being absolutely p*ssed off that Jackson beat him is the first real sign of his egocentric behavior, everything before that seemed more like him liking himself and it wasn't really bad
•exer literally going as far as needing to be held back by David from how pissed he is and then calling Jackson pathetic compare his behavior to the previous chapters and you'd see these are signs of his mask breaking in half and his ugly side showing more publicly
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap16 notes:
°very impressed with how exer cover his tracks when he made Jackson hallucinate at the start of the chapter and later on. Also worried for what that means in the later seasons. Maybe keep that in mind too
Here it is, my wicked awful creation, my disaster of a first fanfic, lowkey a bit scared of the chaos this might cause
Ada was a maid who fell inlove with a man who couldn't care less for her and she knew it
And yet? She still fell inlove with this man; enough to fall for the first guy who resembles him even though she didn't have her memories
Even though he doesn't like her at all; not even in a sexual way like Thomas did
And when she does get some of her memories back?
She all too easily fall for Montresor who -unlike Prospero- acts so much like Thomas did
Shot out to @lovelyn06 post
So Ada is still inlove with Thomas
The man who killed her (and maybe her unborn baby if she was actually pregnant like another theory -which I don't know where the source of is- suggested)
The man who mercilessly cut her to pieces like Lovelyn06 came to the conclusion of
And she died deep down hopelessly praying he'd come back for her
After everything she still wanted that scum of a man to come back for her. Despite what he's done to her; despite him cutting her to pieces and taking her life
She still wanted him then; and she still wants him now
It's dumb and awfully so very tragic
And isn't it ironic that she doesn't have any idea that her queen is not too different from her?
Both of them are so inlove with the very same people who ended up killing them
Hell, perhaps that's the reason on why Annabel both belittled and saved Ada in the chapters 71 and 113; Because she understands what Ada feels all too well
In conclusion: Ada is more devoted than Annabel to a shitty man who brutally killed her and would never give a fuck about her and it makes me feel almost like crying