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I was wondering if you could do a Lochlan Ratliff x reader where she’s also visiting Thailand and they just have a whole romantic time together like puppy innocent love
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lochlan ratliff and reader
The sun glistens on the surface of the pool, water shifting like liquid gold as guests lounge nearby, the soft hum of conversation mixing with the occasional splash. You let your hands drift through the cool water, your body weightless as you float, eyes half-lidded against the heat. Everything feels slow, dreamlike, the kind of afternoon where time doesn’t seem to move at all.
And then you notice him.
He’s at the far end of the pool, standing waist-deep in the water, running a hand through his damp hair. He looks out of place, not in a bad way, just… different. Like he’s unsure of what to do with himself. His light eyes flicker around the pool deck, glancing at the groups of people laughing and talking, before landing on you.
For a second, neither of you move. Then you smile, small, unsure, just enough to acknowledge the moment.
He smiles back, hesitant at first, then real.
“Hey,” he says, shifting his weight, the water rippling around him.
“Hi,” you reply softly.
It’s quiet for a beat, neither of you quite knowing what to say next. You’re not even sure why you say it, but the words slip out before you can stop them.
“Wanna play mermaids?”
His brow furrows, his lips parting slightly in confusion. “Mermaids?”
You nod.
For a moment, he just stares at you like he’s trying to figure out if you’re serious. Then, to your surprise, he lets out a small laugh. He scratches the back of his neck, his cheeks coloring slightly.
“I, uh… don’t think I know how to play mermaids.”
You grin, tilting your head. “It’s not that hard. You just have to swim like one. Kick your legs together instead of separately.”
He squints, like he’s considering it, then exhales through his nose, shaking his head with a quiet chuckle. “You’re messing with me.”
“I’m not! Just try it.”
He sighs dramatically, like he’s about to do something humiliating, and then dives under. You follow, watching as he awkwardly keeps his legs together, barely making any progress through the water. When you both surface, you’re already laughing.
“Okay, that was terrible,” you tease.
“Yeah, no shit,” he breathes, pushing his wet hair back from his forehead. “How do you do it so fast?”
You shrug. “Years of experience. You’re talking to a pro.”
His lips twitch, like he wants to say something sarcastic, but he holds back. Instead, he just watches you for a second before blurting, “I’m Lochlan, by the way.”
You give him your name in return, and he repeats it like he’s testing how it feels in his mouth.
The afternoon drifts by in easy conversation, playful splashes, and attempts at swimming like mermaids that leave both of you breathless with laughter. You don’t expect to see him again after that—vacation friendships are fleeting, and the resort is big enough that you could easily go the rest of the trip without running into him.
But later, as you’re walking through the lobby, you hear someone call your name.
You turn and find Lochlan jogging toward you, slightly out of breath, as if he had to talk himself into doing this.
“Hey,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck. “Uh—do you wanna… umm.. walk around or something? Shop? Get food?”
Before you can even answer, a voice cuts in.
“You’re ditching me for her?”
You glance over and see a guy much older, very handsome, lounging on a nearby chair, watching Lochlan with a smirk. He looks between the two of you, then shakes his head in exaggerated disbelief.
Lochlan shrugs. “Yeah… sorry Saxon ”
Saxon rolls his eyes. “Whatever, dude. Have fun with your little date.”
Lochlan’s face flushes, but he ignores him, turning back to you. “So?”
You nod. “Yeah. I can go.”
The streets are alive with movement, a warm glow settling over the market as the sky begins its slow descent into dusk. You and Lochlan weave through the crowd, stopping at every other stall, fingers brushing as you reach for the same thing more than once. Neither of you acknowledge it, but neither of you pull away, either.
“You would totally rock this,” he says, holding up a sequined button-down, his face completely serious.
You snort. “Oh, absolutely. I was just thinking I needed something to blind people with.”
He grins, shoving it back onto the rack. “What about this?” He pulls out a pair of neon pink shorts.
You deadpan. “I think you should get them.”
He holds them up to his waist. “Be honest—do they bring out my eyes?”
You pretend to consider. “You might be starting a whole new fashion trend.”
Lochlan laughs, tossing the shorts back. “Okay, so no pink shorts for me. Got it.”
As you move deeper into the market, the scent of grilled meat and spices fills the air. A street vendor calls out in Thai, waving a skewer of something unidentifiable.
“You ever had that?” Lochlan asks.
You shake your head. “Let’s try it.”
He gives you a skeptical look but doesn’t argue, ordering two. The first bite is a mistake. You both cough at the same time, grabbing for drinks as your faces scrunch up in unison.
“Oh my god,” you gasp, swallowing quickly. “What was that?”
“I have no idea, but I think my mouth is on fire,” Lochlan says, eyes watering as he fans his tongue.
You burst out laughing, and despite the disaster, he does too.
The evening air is warm as the two of you wander through the night market, weaving between stalls filled with silk scarves, carved elephants, and street food sizzling on open grills. The smell of grilled skewers and fresh mango fills the air, and Lochlan reaches for your hand without thinking, pulling you toward a stall selling colorful woven bracelets.
“You think this would suit me?” he asks, holding up a bright pink one.
You laugh. “Absolutely not.”
He smirks. “I’m getting it anyway.”
You roll your eyes, but there’s something soft about the way he looks at you as he hands over a few baht, slipping the bracelet onto his wrist.
“Now you have to get one too,” he says.
You shake your head. “That’s not how this works.”
“Sure it is,” he grins, grabbing another bracelet, this one blue, softer, the color of the ocean at dusk. Without asking, he takes your wrist, fastening it gently around you. His fingers linger just a little too long, his touch warm against your skin.
Your heart stumbles.
For the rest of the night, you don’t let go of each other’s hands.
As the night deepens, the market glows with lanterns, the energy shifting into something softer, quieter. Without really thinking about it, you slip your hand into his again even after only letting go for two minutes. He doesn’t hesitate to intertwine your fingers, squeezing lightly like he’s been waiting for this moment all day.
At the end of the market, you pause near a quiet corner, away from the crowd. The silence between you is comfortable, but there’s something else there, something unspoken.
Before you can overthink it, you lean up and press a quick kiss to his cheek.
It’s barely a second, but when you pull away, Lochlan is already looking at you.
And then, without a word, he tilts his head down and catches your lips in his.
It’s quick, just a heartbeat, but it’s enough to leave your stomach in knots.
When you part, you meet his gaze, your breath still unsteady. His hand, still laced with yours, tightens slightly.
For a second, neither of you move.
And then, slowly, he leans in again.
This time, you don’t hesitate.
By the time you’re standing outside your room, the resort quiet except for the distant hum of the waves, neither of you want to say goodnight.
Lochlan hesitates, shifting on his feet, then reaches out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers brush against your cheek, feather-light, and you swear he’s closer than he was a second ago.
“Thanks for today,” he murmurs, his voice softer now, almost hesitant.
“Yeah,” you breathe. “Me too.”
And then, before you can second-guess it, you lean up and kiss his cheek.
It’s meant to be quick, a simple goodnight. But the second your lips touch his skin, he turns his head, just slightly, just enough.
Your lips meet his.
The kiss is soft, barely more than a breath, but it sends a rush of warmth through you, curling in your chest, your fingertips.
When you pull back, his eyes are wide, searching yours, like he’s wondering if that really just happened.
You don’t say anything. You don’t have to.
He smiles, small, almost shy.
“Goodnight,” you whisper.
“Night,” he murmurs, watching you as you step inside, closing the door behind you.
And when you press your fingers to your lips, still tingling from his, you already know—
sorry this is long I got lost in the sauce..
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your telling me they’d rather do the whole tour again than just make long/better videos for EVERYONE to enjoy? And the way they’re setting it up it’s genuinely just sounds like this could’ve been put into a live stream but nah let’s do a whole fucking tour at the same fucking place with probably the same fucking people and make it super fucking expensive so we can make more money off all the 14-16 year olds attending. And for everyone at home you get shitty videos and weak ass vlogs yayyy!!! Like bffr and there videos are already getting worse and worse in my opinion like they’re not as entertaining so just put energy into something like the podcasts or genuine good long videos. but ig rent must be high. I was so excited for the announcement I was expecting the podcast to come back😭
I’ve never realized how fine Ben Barnes was omg.. his accent when he played Prince caspian 😭🙏🏽
Introducing.. 70s TEENAGE DIRTBAG HAZMAH
“The older you get, the more rules they’re gonna try to get you to follow. You just gotta keep on livin man.”
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who films people without warning, sticking a mic in their face to ask, “If you had to live in a movie, which one would it be?”
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who acts like he doesn’t care if he gets in trouble for filming in class, but the second the principal calls his name, his palms start sweating.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who doesn’t really know how to be a person unless Martin’s around, like he needs the right energy to pull his own personality out of him.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who never remembers to study but can recite entire movies word for word, like that’s gonna get him somewhere.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who makes a joke about everything, even when he shouldn’t, because silence makes him itch.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who always talks like he’s half-asleep, voice low and lazy, until Martin’s around, and suddenly he’s the funniest guy in the room.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who ends up outside the party with Martin, both of them eating cold pizza on the curb while some guy they barely know throws up in the bushes.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who holds up a hideous sweater and says, “This is it. This is the one. I was meant to wear this.” before Martin tells him he looks like someone’s grandfather.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who sneaks his camera into the movie theater, not to pirate the film, but just to capture his friends’ reactions in the dim light, like the real movie is happening in their faces.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who gets popcorn stuck in his throat and starts coughing so hard the old couple behind him groans.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who somehow ends up in the parking lot after the movie, lying on the hood of Martin’s car, debating if he actually liked it or if the soundtrack was just that good.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who gets dared to steal something stupid from a gas station, like a single packet of ketchup, and does it just to make Martin laugh.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who lets his cats sleep on his chest while he watches late-night boxing matches, absentmindedly scratching their ears like it’s routine.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who talks to his cats like they’re his roommates, muttering “You guys gotta start paying rent” when they knock something over.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who films his cats more than he films people, zooming in dramatically while narrating, “Here we have the elusive house panther in its natural habitat.”
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who gets caught sneaking snacks into school in the pocket of his denim jacket, playing dumb like, “Oh, you meant I can’t bring an entire box of Frosted Flakes?”
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who stays up too late watching old boxing matches, telling himself he’ll sleep early next time, but never does.
teenage dirtbag hamzah.. who will absolutely lie about his plans just to avoid socializing, but if Martin calls, he’s already grabbing his jacket.
@issysh3ll
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guys i can’t hold it in anymore andy samberg is top 10 finest celebrities
HE’S FUNNY, HE HAS NICE HAIR, HE’S FUNNY, HE’S HANDSOME, HE’S FUNNY.
You’d have to pin me down and waterboard me into getting my brothers names tatted personally. That was cute tho
lochlan ratliff and reader..
The night is still, the kind of quiet that makes everything feel bigger than it is. You slip out of the room you’re sharing with Piper, careful not to let the door creak, and make your way down the stone pathways, your sandals clicking softly against the ground. The pool glows in the darkness, a cool, inviting blue, the surface still as glass.
You sit at the edge, dipping your legs in, staring at the way the water distorts your reflection. The dinner replays in your head, looping over and over. You weren’t embarrassed before, but now.. now, the weight of all the things you should’ve said presses down on you. The things you should’ve done. The way Lochlan’s mother had looked at you, her questions sharp even when they were sweet.
Your fingers trail through the water. Maybe if you’d laughed more. Maybe if you’d said something different. Maybe if—
Footsteps.
Your head snaps up, heartbeat stuttering, but it’s just Lochlan, his figure backlit by the glow of the resort. His shirt is loose, his hair a little messy, like he’d just rolled out of bed. He sees you and grins.
“Knew you’d be out here,” he murmurs, stepping closer.
You scoff, nudging the water with your foot. “Yeah? How?”
He shrugs, peeling off his shirt and tossing it onto a lounge chair before slipping into the pool. “You get that look when you’re overthinking. Saw it before you went to bed.”
You roll your eyes, but you’re smiling now.
Lochlan swims over, resting his arms on the edge beside you, watching you carefully. You don’t look at him when you say, “Remember freshman year? At Makenzie’s house? We played mermaids, and you were the pirate?”
He laughs, tilting his head back. “Oh my god. Yeah. And I took it way too seriously.”
“You tried to kidnap us,” you remind him.
“You let me kidnap you,” he shoots back, nudging your knee under the water.
You laugh, finally looking at him, and for a second, the weight in your chest loosens. The pool water ripples softly between you, the night air warm against your skin.
Lochlan hums, tilting his head. “You okay?”
You groan, covering your face with your hands. “No.”
He chuckles, prying your hands away. “Dinner?”
“I was so awkward,” you mumble. “I should’ve said more. I should’ve—”
“Stop.” He flicks water at you, making you gasp. “You were fine.”
You glare at him, but your lips twitch. “I was not fine.”
Lochlan smirks, swimming back slightly. “You were fine. I mean, my mom’s just…” He shrugs. “She’s like that with everyone.”
You exhale, watching as he floats on his back.
“You really don’t care?” you ask.
“Not even a little bit,” he says, tipping his head toward you, voice completely sincere.
You stare at him for a second, then splash water in his face.
Lochlan sputters, laughing. “Oh, oh?”
You shriek as he lunges, sending waves of water splashing up around you. You duck, trying to escape, but he grabs your wrist, spinning you around, both of you laughing so hard it barely makes a sound.
And then, footsteps.
You both freeze.
Lochlan grips your wrist tighter, eyes wide. “Is that—”
“Security?” you whisper, heart pounding.
A shadow appears under the terrace lights, and you brace for impact—
But then:
“Get your asses back inside,” Saxon drawls, arms crossed, looking half-asleep and wholly unimpressed.
You and Lochlan exchange glances before bursting into silent giggles, covering your mouths as you scramble out of the pool.
Saxon sighs. “If you guys get us kicked out, I’m making you both sleep outside.”
You shiver dramatically. “Oh no, not the five-star resort.”
Lochlan snorts, grabbing your hand as you slip past Saxon, dripping water onto the stone path.
Saxon shakes his head. “Idiots.”
But you hear the smirk in his voice as you and Lochlan sneak back inside, still laughing.
The laughter doesn’t stop, even as you sneak back toward your room, feet dripping little puddles along the stone path. Lochlan’s hand stays wrapped around yours, warm and sure, even as he bites down on his lip, trying, and failing, not to laugh.
Saxon trails behind you, rubbing a hand down his face like he’s already regretting getting out of bed. “Seriously,” he mutters. “What the hell were you two even doing out there?”
Lochlan shoots you a look, his grin crooked. “Playing mermaids.”
You slap his arm. “Shut up.”
Saxon groans. “Jesus Christ.”
You’re trying to be quiet, really, but the weight of the night, of everything that had been sitting in your chest since dinner, is gone now, washed away in chlorine and laughter. Lochlan looks at you, his damp hair curling at the edges, his tan skin glowing under the soft lights, and suddenly, nothing else matters, not his mom’s disapproving glances, not the questions you fumbled over, not the way you felt like you didn’t belong at that dinner table.
Because here, right now, you belong.
You reach your room, and just as you’re about to slip inside, Lochlan tugs on your wrist, stopping you.
You turn to face him, still breathless. “What?”
His expression softens, his thumb brushing against the inside of your palm. “You’re really okay?”
The laughter fades into something quieter, something warmer. You nod. “Yeah. I think so.”
Lochlan exhales like he was holding his breath, then leans in, pressing the gentlest kiss to your forehead. It lingers, just for a second.
Saxon groans behind you. “I’m actually gonna throw up.”
Lochlan laughs against your skin before pulling away. “Go to bed, Sax.”
“You go to bed,” Saxon mutters, already walking off.
You and Lochlan exchange another look, another quiet smile. He hurriedly walked back over to you giving you a gentle, sweet, quick kiss on the lips before reluctantly walking away back to his room.
And then, finally, you slip back into your room, feeling lighter than you have all night.
I dunno if I like this and I can definitely do better I just wanted to show off the concept of how I wanted to write them but I might change it around. PLEASE send in requests for him I’m begging
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I ACTUALLY GASSPEDDD when i saw ur theme??!?? its soooo cute?!!
Ur actually the sweetest that’s my reaction everytime I see ur blog😭 UR SO SWEET ILYILYILY
introducing 70s PREPPY READER paired with 70s nate
“Whoever said orange was the new pink was seriously disturbed!”
She’s like a warm, glowing presence, a perfect balance of sweetness and discipline. Her brown skin radiates in the sunlight, glowing with the richness of caramel and honey, and her hair always smells like a mix of vanilla and the softest touch of brown sugar. When you’re near her, there’s this quiet comfort in her scent, like a soft reminder of warmth and sweetness. Her presence is calm and collected, always put together in a way that makes everything around her feel orderly and neat, from the way her clothes are pressed to the way she keeps her room impeccably tidy.
She has this poise about her, a graceful composure honed by her strict upbringing. Her parents have high expectations, and she meets them with diligence, a good girl who takes her role seriously—going to church every Sunday, excelling in school, and hitting every cheerleading practice like she’s a force of nature. Yet every once in a while, there’s a little spark of rebellion, something hidden in the way she’ll light a cigarette just to feel something different, to remind herself that perfection isn’t always the answer. But even in those moments, she can’t keep the secret for long—her face gives everything away, and she ends up spilling the truth in a flurry of guilt.
When things get chaotic, she’s the first to step up with her mind racing, trying to take control. She can be bossy when she’s stressed, and it’s hard to miss the underlying panic in her voice when things aren’t going according to plan. Her emotions can get the best of her, making her more vulnerable in moments of frustration, but at her core, she’s polite, kind, and well-intentioned. She’s not one to throw shade unless she really feels like someone deserves it, and even then, it’s a rare flash of sarcasm that catches you off guard.
But underneath that polished exterior, there’s a sense of vulnerability, a realness that makes her more relatable than most would think. She’s a good girl, trying to do her best, but every now and then, the weight of expectations pushes her to stray, even if it’s just for a moment, and she becomes that much more human in the process.
@issysh3ll