POSITIVITY BEAM ✨✨✨

reblog if you’re okay with people writing fanfics of your fanfics and/or fanfics inspired by your fanfics

i give myself around five minutes to ramble at 1am

it’s 1am. let’s see what my adhd riddled sleep deprived jshk obsessed brain has to offer us today. expect nothing, i don’t make sense at this hour i might make this a daily thing, because my insomnia will keep me up anyways and it’s interesting what i do at night… summary: mostly just me ranting about today. and my crippling sense of self

i just cried for like half a minute and it was absolutely wonderful. highly recommend. at least an eleventh of my stress has been washed away (even if it’ll replenish extra during the weekdays).

it’s been all around horrible for the second half of the day, and partly possibly because i skipped lunch and stuff,,, but maybe because my self validation meter is running low and there’s literally nobody here to help?? maybe?

i want so badly to have an irl friend to yap about everything to. it feels too much like ive been taking all the yapping and doing absolutely everything to nod my head and listen like the open-minded person im supposed to be and barely getting to even show any of my thoughts and

it’s honestly normal to censor yourself and stuff, right? because you don’t want to let too much of it leak through and look like you’re asking for attention and such but it’s such a

what again

replace it with something you can never get (im not making sense at all) anyways, speaking of stuff i can never get, they finally found my lost computer and that’s nice, but i’ve been so writing deprived i don’t know whether i can write again, and im sure no one would notice unless i scream it to the hills anyways. wonder how i could get more people to care

and about that, it’s time to stop, but i’m on a roll so who cares

do you ever just kind of

“i want to post this” “i want to make this” “i want to do this”

“… but no one’s going to see it, so why does it matter?”

how does one break out of this? because i knwo it’s all writing for yourself but self-indulgence can only last so long (i regret making that oc so badly right now it hurts) but it’s not good for health and i know that

how do i continue this? i’ll stop. someone talk to me, i think im going insane-

NEW ART NEW ART NEW ART IM DYING OF ANTICIPATION

IS THIS??? MIRAI?????

IF WE GET THEIR REAL NAMES FIND ME. ON THE NEWS. GETTING DRAGGED INTO A RUBBER ROOM IM ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT RN

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sleep needed, send help

there just aren't any girls cuter than me...

there just aren't any girls cuter than me...

after reading another chapter of @strawbes’ chat au (check it out !) i have decided that i’ll try to combat the angst by making a silly chatfic following the events of canon. yay! expect less frequent updates though. here’s some sneak peeks...

- i headcanon kou doesn’t know how to turn off his autocorrect so his texts are eerily correctly capitalized while having the energy of a golden retriever :)) - and teru texts all bedazzled ✨ (aka i slapped my texting style onto teru)

- hanako i’m still debating the texting style of. for now i use the excuse of autocorrect capitalization... but he totally uses the ~ marks~ - yashiro nene my beloved daikon girlie <33 either fully lowercase or fully uppercase. pls recommend me emoticons and what-was-it-called-again for her !

+ bonus: aoi’s dry asf texting (still under debate so pls give feedback)

tysm for reading~

why do i have two messages I DON’T HAVE ANY MESSAGES

all i did was like ONE httyd post and now my dash is filled with toothless. where did my other stuff go... ???

i got my hands on some gloves today!!!! don’t they make you feel so queenly whenever you slip them on

get some gloves yall

referenced slightly off of my reflection <3 we love jshk ocs