yall i finally deleted twitter πβ€οΈ
im healing
i have forgotten to pay the cat tax..,.,.
forgive me.
the lovely girl likes going on walks and napping next to/on me :)
helllooo!! decided to make a blog since someone recommended me to do so for my mental health :)
im a pre-t trans man who was blessed by a random rock i found to be able to go on land as human !!
i suffer with really bad anxiety and possibly depression (? going to try to get diagnosed with it)
im acespec, demiromantic, and pansexual!
my gender identity is genderfaun as i go inbetween demiboy and agender
i have found a random cat who i have taken and named Baby :)
i think that is all..
goodbye now!!
IM SO JEALOUS OF GUYS ON HRT I WANNA BE ON HRT SO BAD FUCK WHY DID I HAVE TO PROMISE MY MOM I WOULDNT START UNTIL I STARTED THERAPY THERAPISTS ARE SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE IM HAVING SO MUCH GENDER ENVY GOD I WANNA LOOK MORE MASCULINE SO BADLY OH MY GOD
idk maybe the reason some people find genderfuckery so cringy/abhorrent in "tme"s or "theyfab"s or whatever term they're using today to reference transmascs is because it makes it harder to sniff out who is and who isnt a "cuntboy". heaven forbid they accidentally appreciate something a "zippertit"s wrote or painted, could you imagine how embarrassing it would be if they were found to be agreeing with a "transtrender"? the "tucutes" are not divulging their statuses as lesser transes, "tra"s dont experience real oppression like they do, there is something divine in their femininity that the "tif"s dont understand, etc, etc, etc.
its the same shit, different slurs, every time
ever since coming out and realizing that im a trans man, i feel so weird romancing haley in stardew valley
i might romance alex or shane instead instead π
i get really upset whenever my βfriendβ (will get into that at a later date) or family who im out to whos aware that im trans uses the wrong pronouns for me
i used to think i wasnt upset by she/her pronouns, actively thought that i might be comfortable enough with them that i would use them but not identify as a woman but, im not.
im not comfortable with them being used on me
even some feminine terms im not comfortable being used on me
its more like im comfortable conforming for others, something i need to unlearn since its the reason why i detransitioned back in 2022. to make others comfortable.
im actively aware that it gets some getting used to so i dont complain about it at all, especially since my mom makes an active effort to correct herself
but i feel like the βfriendβ should especially be aware to at least try to use the correct pronouns for me especially since we spoke about my ex and the reason we broke up was due to my transition THEN spoke about the heinous thing he did to me after our breakup and she was so angry, literally saying that he doesnt see me as a man
ever since i came out/realizing i was trans, i started to hate my room decor so im changing it from pastel danish (base white w pops of pastel colors) to gothic and its SO hard when your room walls are white and when youre also poor because college is so stressful so you had to cut your hours π
we went to a craft market (it was just tourist stuff, nothing to make actual crafts) and there were cats!!!!
we were told that if we wanted them, we could take them but it takes a lot of time and money to get them to be able to come to the us (gotta vaccinate and test them and it takes MONTHS for them to process)
so we couldnt :(
BUTTTT my mom did say after we clean up the house more she was thinking about getting another cat
SOOOO ANOTHER CAT FOR ME π«
Daily reminder that :
-Validating a trans person's manhood only when you want to exclude them from certain communities is not being a trans ally.
-Validating a trans person's manhood only when you want to make them seen inherently predatory towards women is not being a trans ally.
-Validating a trans person's manhood only when you want to make comments such as ''eww...why would you want to be a man...?'' or ''k!ll all men,including trans men'' is not being a trans ally.
-Validating a trans person's manhood only when you want to talk about how they inherently have ''male privileges'' over women is not being a trans ally.
-Validating a trans person's manhood only when you want to exclude them from conversations about misogyny or reproductive rights is not being a trans ally.
Do you support gay? Or no gay for puki?
Why did you ask it like that??
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