i consistently try to view my life as an outside observer so I don't have to think too hard, but today consciousness hit me like a train. covid was almost 5 years ago and through all the messed up crazy shit i am still here.
i wasn't supposed to make it to 13 after that horrible summer but i am here
i didn't want to make it to 14 after a life-changing situationship but I am here
i didn't know if i had the strength to make it to 15 but i am still here.
and now, finally i think I'm going to make it. sooner than later i will be 16 years old and one step closer to the rest of my life. just a thought
i understand jjk is a dark manga but THEY DESERVED THEIR HAPPY GAY ENDING💔 it's not even fair bro
re: that one twitter post that said "men get podcasts and discover things that women figured out when they were 15" or something like that.
today it's the ideology of "i can't do that because it's cringe" and that's not to say adults don't still think like that regardless of gender. but i will be 16 in 3 months and the way i live is that i rarely if ever give a damn about what people think about me. life is simply too short to live for the approval of others.
nobody cares that a hair was out of place from your slickback bun. nobody cares that your socks didn't match today. if it's something that you wouldn't notice on someone else, why worry about anyone else noticing it on you?
be weird, be silly, be fun. a life spent worrying about how you look or dress or act is a joyless life. if it makes YOU happy, that's all there is to it! there's so much going on around us (especially if you live in the US) to try to get you to be less happy. enjoy the little things because this is the only life you can live and choose how to spend it. never change for anyone else. 🎀
lot to address in this one!
this was INSANE foreshadowing and i now have two nickels because no way ts happened twice
okay kobeni let's pack it up. she's real though
this is actually the most terrifying thing I've seen in a while.
i take it back
even other devils don't fw her😭🙏🏾
i don't care how nice they are you will NEVER catch me saying "but they didn't do anything to me".
my best friend is trans and his mom is a trump supporter. I've met this woman several times and she was nothing less than nice every time. once she even gave me a ride to color guard camp when she didn't have to. that doesn't mean i like her.
even if she wasn't a trump supporter, many of her beliefs go against what I stand for as a marginalized individual. she is racist, homo & transphobic, and more. she's also a terrible parent and i do not respect her. because though she's been kind, she fundamentally does not respect me or her own child and that's what matters.
how it felt reading this whole chapter
tomorrow/today (star wars day) is my little brother's birthday and this part hits extra hard as the oldest sister. i genuinely cannot imagine how i would feel in denji's shoes, not because i don't understand but because I've cried enough over this series and this specifically hits far too close to home.
in asa's defense that was not her.
he's finally aware of it but at what cost
assassin's face😭😭
THIS IS FOUL ALL HE DID WAS HIS JOB😭😭
i understand kobeni more and more every chapter bc wdym they got sent to hell and it looks like a 2021 weirdcore tiktok
bro i cannot wait for her to get know him more,, asa i promise he really is that dumb😭
you most certainly cannot
this whole half feels like watching that fake back to school ad that the sandy hook foundation made. literally went from normal to dark like 0 to 60