Sometimes I Am Overcome With An Almost Animal Horror From What Is Happening. Not Only In My Life But

Relaxing in a better world, hiding in the ruins at the bottom

Why are there still no mods for Stardew Valley with characters from kny??? Don't you want to make a small Japanese house and have a Pillar husband? liar.

So, I had a lot of nightmares today, but among all this horror there was room for something good.

Who knew that Genya had enough strength to lift me in his arms...

At such moments I never want to wake up.

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This is a list of some of my favorites that have stayed in my heart and soul, resonating with me! Mr. Kitty - After Dark Qntal - Music on the waters Gregorian - Frozen Faun - Diese kalte nacht Enigma - Beyond the invisible

I started playing Baldur's Gate 3 a couple months before I ran away from my mother's house.

Looking back on my first playthrough now, I understand why my favorite characters resonated with me so much...

Astarion, who wanted freedom and choice, who wanted to escape the supervision of someone he had to call a Master and whose orders he had to follow.

Karlah, who also wanted freedom and the ability to simply live, without fear, without orders, without having to fight for her life every day, wanting simple closeness, simple... Touch and acceptance, recognition.

Recognition that they were both not monsters and deserved to live.

I didn't know then how close they really were to me.

These two.

the speed and grace of a cat… I SEE IT

To the people who think Sanemi is desperate for Kanae's attention and is always casing after her...

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So, today I dreamed that Sanemi was training me… Not like tsuguko, but just… a friendly suggestion about what training I could try? It's weird, unexpected but… it was nice. Embarrassingly nice and easy.

THE SANEMI PERIOD CAME TO ME AGAIN…

Sanemi doesn't see color.

He lost the colors of this world when he first had to take up arms, and he never saw this world again.

Everything seemed as if it was an eternal cold winter. Everything was gray, faded, and dead, no matter where he looked.

He looked at the sky, but he no longer saw its azure purity.

He caught cherry blossom petals in his palms and looked at them for a long time, tracing the outline and delicacy of the veins of the flower with his pads, but he did not see what the cherry blossoms were like this year.

He sat on a tree branch, looking at the setting sun over the mountains and forest cover, but all he saw in the sky was a scribble of gray shades.

He often thought that he would gradually forget the colors.

If only, if only... if only they did not dream of him.

Rarely, fleetingly, but he clung to that moment every time in his dreams, keeping it in his memory...

He had never seen what color Tomioka's eyes were.

Of course, he hadn't seen any of the colors of the other Pillars. Not their hair, not their clothes, not their eyes. He knew that Gyomei was blind. He knew that Obanai had two different eye colors, and that the right one was almost blind. He knew that Kyoujuro's eyes always shone. He knew that Muichiro's eyes often stopped at something without thinking, empty.

So why did Giyuu's dark, dull even eyes catch his attention?

"Tomioka..." the question hangs in the air as Shinazugawa stares at the Water Pillar, narrowing his eyes slightly, making a soft tsking sound as the Water Pillar tilts his head to the side in a silent question.

"What... color are your eyes?..."

I breathe I breathe, I don't breathe, these two-

Oh, yes... The moment Genya fell in love.

No but seriously he's like: "He doesn't have ulterior motives? He genuinely wants to help me? He's being kind to me? Why am I feeling so fuzzy and warm inside? Why his eyes look so pretty out of the sudden?"