Having BPD feels like being stabbed over and over for years until one day, I wake up and I’m not in pain anymore. Not because it’s gone, but because I’ve gone numb. Now it just feels like I’m walking around with my stomach split open, dragging my own intestines behind me.
I’m still bleeding. I just don’t flinch anymore.
i am… i uhhhh… well what if i say… AHHHHHHHH
i think i am splitting the hardest i ever have. why is BPD the hot girl mental illness i want PEACE
need a change before i rip my skin off but i am trying to grow my hair out WHAT TO DO
take a break while watching this little bunny cross your dash
i feel like i give so much of myself even when i don’t want to that it becomes expected from everyone around me. i am so tired. sometimes i want to be selfish but i don’t have it in me
growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
hiii anyone want to mutuals? ^_^ i am still figuring tumblr out and want some friendssss. (minors dni pls)
going to start trying to post and be actually active on here. lets be friends ^_^