FINALLY GOT A CANDEL LIGHTER 🤭🤭🤭 (im Too Scared To Use Normal Matchboxes) MY AESTHETICS HAVE

11 february 2025

today was really unproductive, idk i just wasn’t feeling too well today. also jee results are out and im fairly happy with my chemistry marks considering it’s my weakest subject and studied just one day before the exam.

i’ve been focusing on both, boards and neet so my study plan is something like - study for boards in the day time and do questions for neet at night. my goal is to do 300 questions per day (150 per chapter) but i didn’t reach the goal today, ive been feeling very burnt out too.

what i’ve done in the past few days :

electric charges and fields - boards and neet

electric potential and capacitance - boards and neet

current electricity - boards

electromagnetic induction - boards

alternating current - boards

human health and diseases - pyq

it’s not a lot for the past two days, i hope tomorrow goes much better than whatever the past few days have been. i need to pick up my pace on questions again. i don’t know how to deal with burnout.

soooo my dad told me i’m not allowed to do bpharma anymore, so no more plan b :/ neet is my only option apparently? lol i’m gonna crash out gn

yeah. :(

removed stuff from my pegboard to make space for sticky notes :(

will remove the other things soon too :(

(it’s almost like stripping a part of my soul away)

Yes yes I know this too shall pass but christ alive man it's passing like a gotdamn kidney stone

*background screaming noises of a few hundred thousand students along with intense odours of caffeine and energy drinks and sleep deprived zombie kids running around* + a couple thousand papers of mocks, notes, etc. scattered around. oh and let’s not forget the tears that make the atmosphere a tad bit acidic 🌸

i fucked up ik that but jesus cant a girl js do the best she can

admit cards out, shits never felt more real.

during my weekly check in on how much did the government fuck up - damn. neet ke toh laude lagne wale hai

Waittttt can we only give jee mains if we have maths?

you can give jee even without math !! but i do have math in my curriculum, regardless im pretty sure pcb can give jee too :))

*cries in pcmb*

10 march 2025

i’ve been pretty burnt out since my physics exam so i couldn’t study that well the previous two days but i managed to complete my todo list. i still don’t know how well i know the concepts i studied until now so im just going to revise it all again (yay?)

to do list :

solutions

electrochemistry

chemicals kinetics

revise the rest of the syllabus

alsooooo i made vanilla coffee and it’s so goooood, ive found my new comfort / hyperfixation drink hehehe im so happy eeeeeeeek 🌝

anyway,

have a lovely day

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