Had A Good Birthday, Now It’s Birthday Part 2 And I’m Going To The Hello Kitty Cafe!

I did it, I went too far and he ended up blocking me on everything except Snapchat just cuz I said he hasn’t been able to be there for me as of late

My take on Jean-Pierre Polnareff from JoJo! I felt he needed a corset, albeit one with very lopsided straps.

Also I’ve had this song stuck in my head for a while that his name references.

You know what, I’m just gonna become hot topic hedgehog. Yeah

Man do I love writing with music in the background. Makes me feel like Lemony Snicket

I hate the “open floor plan” that everyone is obsessed with in houses now. I want nooks and crannies and bizarre floor plans. I don’t need to be able to see what someone is doing on the other side of the house. I want places to hide and lurk and dwell in the shadows. I am the beast who awaits in the labyrinth

The Friend Loss period from 2020-2023

I have discovered that apparently a variety of people (myself included) lost a great number of friends during the following years. And to clarify, by loss I don’t mean death, I mean falling outs for whatever number of reasons.

The number of people I lost? Eleven. And I don’t know if I particularly would like to vent on the internet as to how the these circumstances occurred, but it’s mainly stupid drama and one unknown as of the current moment.

The Logic part of me wants to say that it’s all coincidence, but the spiritual part of me wants to know of it’s something more.

Maybe I’m just at that age of my life as other Gen Zs where I’m finding out more about myself and it doesn’t quite mesh with those I had previously surrounded myself with.

Maybe COVID had something to do with this too, after people spent so much time in isolation? I can theorize all I want, but still have no clue.

To quote my favorite movie, Eternal Sunshine, “What a loss to spend that much time with someone only to find out they’re a stranger.”

8 years and all in between down the drain. This sucks ass.

hello cotl fandom ive missed you

And of course, the moment I have free time to get chores done, I get so stressed out I get exhausted and can’t do jack

man sometimes i really want to get back into welding but then i remember that the guys from the first course i took won’t be there and change my mind