I Think I’m Kinda Doing The Hokey Pokey With Relationships And It’s All Fuxked. Can’t Keep My Head

I’m a bad person who jumps to suicide when things get too much and burdens others with the thought of me being gone and wondering if me being gone would make things better for them

wait isnt gender over today

Bless the Internet Archive for helping me find media

Can’t forget about Alice Walker. Her book The Temple of My Familiar is on my reading list

hello fellow non-Black tumblr users. welcome to my saw trap. if you'd like to leave, please name one (1) Black woman author who is not Maya Angelou, Toni Morrison, bell hooks, Octavia Butler, or N.K. Jemisin. bonus points if she's published a book in the last five years.

All the customers have been so nice and patient today and it’s made my day which has already been tough a lot better. Hope the same is for every other retail worker who comes across this post ✨

I’ve got a cat and a rose. Better be a strong cat

Whoops been too depressed and tired to take a walk

The Friend Loss period from 2020-2023

I have discovered that apparently a variety of people (myself included) lost a great number of friends during the following years. And to clarify, by loss I don’t mean death, I mean falling outs for whatever number of reasons.

The number of people I lost? Eleven. And I don’t know if I particularly would like to vent on the internet as to how the these circumstances occurred, but it’s mainly stupid drama and one unknown as of the current moment.

The Logic part of me wants to say that it’s all coincidence, but the spiritual part of me wants to know of it’s something more.

Maybe I’m just at that age of my life as other Gen Zs where I’m finding out more about myself and it doesn’t quite mesh with those I had previously surrounded myself with.

Maybe COVID had something to do with this too, after people spent so much time in isolation? I can theorize all I want, but still have no clue.

To quote my favorite movie, Eternal Sunshine, “What a loss to spend that much time with someone only to find out they’re a stranger.”

8 years and all in between down the drain. This sucks ass.

Happy Ides of March!!