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yo! what do you think Nicole and jecka what look like as adults?

(I wanna contribute smth too jeckole week but I have no idea what they would look like as adults)

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Nicole would’ve probably somewhat scraped her life steady, so eyebags but not as heavy, maybe some acne scars on her forehead, she wouldn’t be as skinny as when she was a teen but still what people define as skinny, her hair possibly shorter. She has some tattoos on her arms, mainly on her inner wrists and one down her spine covering the ‘jesus saves’ tattoo. Probably has facial piercings too, (lip, nose, eyebrow etc). She would probably wear band T-shirts or just plain ones, ranging between baggy and fitting. She would probably have a lot of jeans and sweatpants too.

Jecka idk even know bro 😭

Lwk I just go off of these

👅👅👅 ur my favorite person

I like to think Nicole's dad was somewhat an meh parent, who did the basics but nothing more, so Nicole sqw him as lazy mostly, so that combined with her pedo brother gave Nicole the view that men are lazy pedophilic pricks (the pricks part comes from her mum's ex husband's 👅)

Tumblr's being stupid ugly weird and won't let me respond but yes!! 'Twas my birthday thank you @myl0v3l1f3

I haven't had many sad Nicole headcanon ideas but I have a lot of opinions about her and her dad so l'll use those.

Even after everything, Nicole doesn’t hate her dad. She always craved his love and validation. So through her grief, she feels like a loser when she reminisces on the actual good times with him when she was a little kid. After what he did she fully decided that he was an asshole no matter what. When she has bad depression days, her mind drifts to when he would play his favorite cassette tapes in the car when he'd pick her up from school, or the few times she can remember him putting one of her drawings on the fridge.

This, mixed with her brother obviously being a predator shaped her views about all men which led to her trying her best to ruin every relationship her mom has been in and taking advantage to other boys/ men in her life. I don’t think this is much of a hot take as one of her core principles is “all men are evil and boys will just grow up to be evil so what’s the point in treating them like people?” I don’t think it’s right but it’s not hard to see why she sees the world that way, I just like analyzing her as a character.

When she was a younger kid (maybe that preteen phase), she had a stepdad that was truly a decent guy. He tried to get to know her and would take her out to eat when her mom was being extra mean. She still didn’t like him because she didn’t want some guy trying to be her dad when she still had one, he just lived a town over it’s not like he was dead. She was pretty averse to the guy being nice to her but she eventually began to open up just enough to let him hug her. Unfortunately a few weeks later, him and her mom got divorced and they had to move again.

She gets really angry when she feels even a little sad about her dad and it doesn't get better until she's an adult and she finally goes to therapy.

I don't like Nicole's mom but Nicole has a bad habit of saying she's gonna off herself "like dad" when they get in screaming matches and for those moments, her mom has a piece of clarity like "Oh wow my daughter needs help." but then they just go back to their cycle of not speaking and arguing.

Her dad began to push her away shortly after him and her mom got divorced and she never got a clear answer as to why. When she would ask her mom “Why doesn’t dad like me!” her moms bitterness would show through with her just saying “He’s a broke loser. Don’t worry about what he thinks” which didn’t make her feel all that much better.

This was gonna be way shorter but now I’m on a roll so I’m gonna write a thing analyzing Nicole’s relationship with/ view on men so thank you for giving me more brain worms.

Js found out he ignored me for a week bc he was mad at me for shouting….

everytime u draw Jecka from class of 09 without scars somewhere on the world a cute kitten dies 🥀

Awh ty!!!! 💗

Nicole trauma hcs??? 😽

Oh…..oh….. 💔

- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from

- Her mums ex’s have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred

- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didn’t care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)

- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldn’t make her dad stay. Since it’s more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ‘revenge’, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.

- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment

- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.

- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.

- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba she’d accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldn’t be called “selfish” for taking the “easy way out”; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.

- She’s not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldn’t allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.

- Nicole is an empty shell of what could’ve been someone with a bright future.

- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the “casual” drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. She’s “knows” she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesn’t see the point in trying because there’s no way to turn it around this late into her life.

- Since she sees herself as friendless, there’s nothing to do where they live, and she feels like she’s wasting everyone’s time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didn’t shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadn’t been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.

😓😓 sorry Kay

I wish nightime lasted longer. it's so bright outside.

GUYS IDK HOW U FEEL ABOUT THIS I MADE A CO09 DISC SERVER 💔

join it pls or ill go crazy :((((

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Jecka x Emily British hcs?? 👉🏽👈🏽 (holy fuck I need a creative ship name for them)

I mean, I just call them jeckily but il he’ll think of a more creative one 😋

- Theyre very “popular cus theyre pretty/nice but disruptive/misbehaving x popular cus she starts on everyone, has been suspended three times consistently, disruptive but funny “

Does that make sense idk

- They dgaf abt year 7’s, they SHOVE in the lunch lines, in the hallway, on the stairs. They don’t care 😭

- Emily is always copying off of Jecka’s work, when they’re not in English, science or maths (because of sets), Emily’s in b1, b2 and b3 for them, and Jecka’s in a1 or a2. But during things like history or geography Emily copies.

- Emily is mooching off of Jecka’s fancy stationary (when she’s on her own shes using floor loot 💔 but lwk same)

- Getting detentions/iso together (jecka was doing her makeup and Emily shoved a year 7 down the stairs)

- Jecka turns up presentable, pretty and such, maybe half an hour late (cant b too late or she’ll get beat), or not coming in at all. Emily rolls up at lunch or later, trainers, missing blazer, no tie, untucked shirt, buttons missing from said shirt, no bag, no equipment, smudged makeup, messy hair and a tenner in her bra running off of red bull.

- Redbull winter edition x Watermelon monster (mainly redbull x monster)

- They skip things like PSHE to run around the building.

- The opinions on teachers: “I hope that fat bitch fucking kills herself,” “aww, no, shes actually sweet you just don’t like to listen cus you have odd or some shit”

- Emily actually does struggle with school a lot, which is why her attendance is like 50% and below. Whenever something happens she goes straight to jecka for emotional support ( when they’re separated in the seating plan it’s normally: “im not allowed to move because she had separation anxiety” “yeah, I have separation anxiety, im not allowed to move,” which is somewhat the truth)

- the amount of times they’ve been put on report.

- Jecka brought vodka in her water bottle and Emily brought cigarettes and they got drunk on the field. Until they got caught by SLT and got a 17 day suspension, with internal exclusion for a week.

THATS all I can think of rlly 💔💔