Talking ⭐️ Stars
Talking ⭐️ Stars
I like looking at the stars.
It ain’t a unique hobby but to me it’s a very special kinda hobby.
When I was younger I grew up in a city. The street lights were my stars and as a kid the sirens of police cars or an ambulance sirens would lul me to sleep...they still do sometimes!
I was a independent child. Two hardworking parents who never had that much time for me. Still they loved me...I think.
One time my mom came into my room one night and hugged me until I fell asleep, around that time it was when my parents marriage had some cracks and they wanted to fill them.
She hugged me, she told me how much she loved me...and that she was sorry. I was 14 when she did that. She said sorry that she was around, like she was around but not you know AROUND.
She says that she regrets not spending that much time with me when I was younger. Instead having our service dog do all that. I had a service dog as a kid...why? Eh, I don’t really like talking about it.
But when I was a tween and a teen it was hard to get out of bed...hard to eat, hard to take care of myself. I wanted to disappear. A couple of times I almost did.
But Pico helped me. He was a very polite doggo. He always wanted cuddles and always wanted to help me out....especially after a anxiety attack.
I’m still recovering. I’m still trying to believe my mothers words, that I matter and that I’m loved by her and my dad.
My dad..He died when I was 18 years old. It was a car accident. It was before my birthday and he said that he wanted to make up for not being there for me when I was a kid and says that not that I’m a adult that we should try rekindle our Father/Child relationship.
He was gonna give me a surprise gift...he wanted to take me to Japan. He and Mom soMeHOw knew I loved anime and always wanted to move to Japan. He was gonna take me there.
Before he died.
It was hard. My entire life has been pretty hard.
Coming out as non-binary to my parents made it less hard. They knew I was not their son nor daughter, I was their child. They loved me for who I am.
My friends didn’t have a positive reaction. Still addressing me as “Corbin” then “Jay”. I had it and just cut them off. I realized on how toxic they became. They all gossiped and just said terrible things I dare not repeat.
But now...I’m passed that. I’m Jay Garcia. I’m 23 years old and I’m a artist who loves anime and painting. I love the stars.
Someday...I’m going to be there.
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Mirror Watch WidowMaker AKA Captain Lacroix is not only HOT but also…The Backstory🗿🔥
Okay, so awhile back I wrote a post about what if Gérard was alive and they had this cute “imma kill you yet I miss you so much” dynamic and then with Mirror Watch introduced along with Captain Lacroix and her dialogue about Gérard being ALIVE and her and I quote-
“I can’t wait to tell Gérard about this!” That…That’s adorable. Now, I have some IDEAS ABOUT THIS!
The first thing I thought about this is “omg they work together?!” Like, that would be kinda cute, he’s the info guy in her ear and she’s the lady on a mission while lightly chatting up her husband, like that’s adorable! Gérard definitely gave me the vibe that he didn’t work on the field but he was definitely the information guy BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN THE GUY DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO FIGHT! I could totally see the two on an occasion where they’re on a mission together and completely OWNING TALON.
Then…the Angsty Idea. I know WidowMaker traded places with Ana but what if in this world of MirrorWatch there IS gonna be a WidowMaker that isn’t just Ana…But we just haven’t seen it yet.
Picture this, Captain Lacroix is a revered agent in Overwatch, to the point it’s getting on Talon’s nerves, they can’t seem to get their hands on her, she’s untouchable, taking out people important to their plans, left and right with a shot of a bullet. But what if instead of setting sights on her they set sights on her clueless husband, Gérard Lacroix. A well known and esteemed violinist, whose life was music but whose life was also dedicated and devoted to his wife…you might see where I am going with this.
My proposal for this version of WidowMaker is…Serpent.
An artist reshaped into a deadly assassin who deals with espionage, who can go into a party filled with wealthy business people and politicians and act charming and charismatic to get the info he needs and before he goes he deals with the target with poisons so deadly it’s almost undetectable.
He acts charming and filled with life at parties but he’s a stone faced assassin in private who fills no emotion…not even when killing. He sheds his skin for another, going from one identity to the next. He wants to feel something, so badly but a part of him died when Amélie Lacroix passed away…how could he ever feel again for what he was done to her?
THE DRAMA! I love the idea! I wish I could draw this out but I am not the greatest at drawing detailed designs like the Overwatch characters have, but I will figure that out! I had this idea for quite awhile, is this original? Hell nah, I just really like it and would be awesome if there was more content of this TRAGIC LOVE STORY..or just how cute it was or could be if Amélie was never taken!
AGH! I LOVE THIS SHOW! 😤👌
family hug!
This...This is down right adorable. To the art style and to the story-
“The Cool Boy is definitely a softie”
Ahh… I might as well say this, I will probably only post on weekends… since I’m on my last year in high school, I need to prepare a lot of stuff for national exams and college selections.. TT
But as an apology, I promise to update some high quality stuff!! This one is a little bit long, but I hope you all enjoy ^^;
I did not make dis creature I am only relaying it’s message.
The 70 year old man is not surprised by the reactions but rather amused.
As he took a seat at the most sacred table of assassins he looked not at the other lesser assassins but only looked straight at the head mancho himself, Brutus Kong.
Brutus Kong was a big burly man who wore a black fukumen. The only thing visible were his eyes, which were abnormal compared to anyone else eyes to say the least. When the old man looked straight into Brutus Kongs eyes mostly everyone assumed Brutus would tell him to buzz off.
But the ones that truly knew him knew what he was about to do. Brutus then stood up and walked towards the man, their eyes never faltering from one another’s gaze then when the mighty assassin was in front of the old man he only bowed his head and said words no one expected...
“Welcome Sensei, I’m glad you could make it here...shall we begin?”
Everyone’s gazed turned back to the old man who only smiled at Brutus and spoke lightly towards all.
“We shall, let us begin why we are all here today...”
He then all of sudden jumped onto the sacred table pulling out a blade of amber.
“Let us see who will see the gods today”
In all but what seemed to be one measly second all of the assassins were down on the ground. Dead.
Only leaving three alive. Brutus. The old man and most importantly...the chosen one.
Once a year, the best assassins meet in a secret location. Showing their best kills, everyone is surprised when they see a 70 year old man walk in.
“My king…you are to do…NOTHING?”
“Yes.”
“BUT…WHAT?! This…This prophecy child is said to dethrone you! Take all that was yours and kill you! This child threatens your power and you are to do nothing!? NOTHING?!”
“Well my dear friend…a wise figure once said that one often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it. Destiny, fate, the will of the gods or people call for my downfall when the child is ready, why fight? Why not…let them try.”
“Try?”
“I mean I’m not gonna lay down like a dog and yield but I’m not gonna go out and bite each child I see either. Instead I will wait, observe and see what happens when the so proclaimed time has come…for now I ask that we call off the engagement with Queen Larissa…gods only knows that woman will kill anyone who delivers such news so maybe she can make my death quicker and easier.”
“B-But your majesty, you imply supposedly! So that can mean there’s a chance you could-“
“Better safe then sorry now! I will tell the Queen myself of this news, for now…go.”
“What?! What do you-“
“Go relax…go home and read that book you’ve been telling me about. I will handle the rest.”
“But-“
“That’s an order.”
“Yes…yes your majesty.”
“…Finally….Salvation.”
The king, after hearing the prophecy about a child fated to depose them, decided to just let the events play out without interfering.
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I want to help in any way I can by spreading awareness to anyone who is willing to listen.
If you want to know what the heck is going on I recommend you watch this amazing Youtuber, Xiran Jay Zhao.
They are a Asian creator who rambles about Chinese history and culture...they also write books.
They are a amazing person posting content about popular media surrounding Chinese culture and it is so fun to learn about it with them.
So that’s why I want to help to spread awareness!
Please I recommend watching this video because it covers what you need to know and understand about this movement and how to you can help!
Thank you so much for reading and remember you can do anything if you set your mind to it! Let us help in anyway we can! Even the smallest actions can make the biggest difference!
Have a great day, help spread awareness to not only to others but also to yourself!
Thank you so much for reading.
TRAVEL LOG: 058
DATE UNKNOWN: GALAXY UNKNOWN:
CAPTAIN OF CRUMBLEWAY: VESPER TAYLIN
BOTH SHIP, CAPTAIN AND CREW: MISSING.
PLAYING RECORDING…
//Noises of screaming, wreckage and what seems to be a undocumented creature screech can be heard throughout this recording//
I don’t- I don’t have much time.
I don’t know where we are, where we went and how we even got here but I can describe…THIS…
This creatures takes the form of you.
This creature no matter dog, cat, human or even another alien species it will take your place and be you and it will EAT YOU.
IT ATE CASSIAN, KENYA AND CLOVE, IT TORE UP OUR REACTOR, THIS SHIP MAY EXPLODE I’M UNSURE!
ALL I KNOW IS THAT PLEASE DON’T GO TO A BLUE PURPLE PLANET WHOSE CLOUDS WHICH ARE AS RED AS BLOOD. IT WILL FIND YOU AND IT WILL EAT YOU OR…Worse.
This thing is strong, but also smart…it took…it took Amber’s face and pretended it was her and then…PLEASE.
HEED MY WARNING. FORGET ABOUT ME, THE SHIP, THE RESOURCES BUT DON’T EVER FORGET THE LEGACY OF MY CREW!
DON’T COME HERE PLEASE! PLEA-
//Screams can be heard and blaring of alarms//
“…Hello?”
//The recording abruptly cuts off, static can be heard afterwards//
END OF RECORDING…
A young woman could be heard at the end of the recording, it was later identified to be 19 year old, Amber Danae Taylin, Child of Vesper Ryker Taylin who is proclaimed dead.
Crew that suspect to be alive consist of-
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Cassidy Chip Conahay (Age: 24, Status: Unknown)
Robin Stellis Cresswell (Age: 25, Status: Unknown)
Billie Gaz Fenlen (Age: 36, Status: Unknown)
Loreleli Belle Sutherland (Age: 29, Status: Unknown)
Snoopy the Astrodog (Breed: Mutt, Age: 5 (36-66 in Dog Years) Status: Unknown)
and Ship, Codenamed “CRUMBLEWAY” and a important mineral called “Vesparis” is proclaimed missing.
Crew proclaimed Dead consist of-
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Cassian Clyde Conahay (Age: 27, status: DEAD)
Kenya Glade Abbot (Age: 27, Status: DEAD)
Clove Marrium Heymower (Age: 78, Status: DEAD)
Amber Danae Taylin (Age: 19, Status: DEAD)
Captain Vesper Ryker Taylin (Age: 56, Status: DEAD)
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Known so far:
The crew was tasked to collect more of the mineral known as “Vesparis” a blue crystal that can give energy to an entire planet by only using a crystal the size of a pea.
The collecting of “Vesparis” was done at a Planet known as “Cessandris”, close to our galaxy known as the Metroway.
But due to faulty conditions of the ship they landed on a unknown planet, now described to be a planet of- “BLUE PURPLE PLANET WHOSE CLOUDS WHICH ARE AS RED AS BLOOD.”
They were stuck in this planet for 8.286 weeks and during this time ASO has sent out multiple searcher ships to look for the lost crew.
The Ardonis Space Organization barely picked up much of Captain Taylin’s space logs due to how isolated this planet was from any space organization ruled planet. Only three were recovered.
Space Log 001.
Space Log 039.
Space Log 058.
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The Final Log before the ASO found out it was too late for five of “CRUMBLEWAY”’s crew to be rescued.
Star Commander, Lee Jupiter Taylin has commanded that a small team now known as “Team Rogue” would research, study and investigate what happened to the crew of “CRUMBLEWAY” and see if the lost crew are still alive and can be able to return back home and found dead crew members and return them back home to get a proper burial.
Most notably, to find out who or what has done this.
Much is too be done. As of right now, “Team Rogue” is starting recover more of Captain Taylin’s space logs, two more are almost complete and the creature heard during space log, 058 is being researched.
The Planet known simply as “Rogue” is yet to be discovered but when it does, Star Commanders, Soleil Edna Hatton, Mark Zeke Bondnavist, Hayden Fitzroy Sutherland and Lee Jupiter Taylin gave the command to recover what was lost and to kill whatever has done this.
END OF LOG..
Spaceships have been disappearing in deep space for unknown reasons. One day the log of one lost ship is found.
Pineapple.
“I take it back” I say with disgust, “Keep that piece, it has pineapple on it!” I say, I look up to Louis who’s face etched with disappointment with his furrow eyebrows and pouty like expression, looking at me as though I shattered his pineapple heart.
I giggled. I regret nothing.
I take that back.
I regret what happened...years later.
Louis looked at me, his eyes filled with tears as he held the gun towards me. He looked as though at any moment he could shatter. That he could drop the gun, shoot me or...or worse.
“T-That...That wasn’t suppose to happen.” I say with a grim like tone as he falters with the gun in his grasp. I know he’s tempted to.
Tempted to do what? It’s definitely not shooting me. I’ll show you.
“L-Louis-“
“DON’T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN!” Louis yelled with such pain it sent needles of pain all the way down my spine. His voice when he was upset always made me uneasy. Which is an understatement-
Louis, with his furrowed eyebrows and beautiful brown eyes looked into my soul with tears clouding him.
Those beautiful eyes were misty with pain, confusion...betrayal.
W-What have I done to you, my Amore...
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RANDOM DIALOGUE IDEAS #12
Feel free to use any of these dialogue ideas in your writing. Be creative with the context!
“I want to go home”
“take it back”
“I can’t remember”
“it’s not funny”
“I lied”
“don’t tell me to calm down”
“I need a hug”
“that wasn’t supposed to happen”
“hurry back”
“stop interrupting me”
“I can’t take you seriously”
“I don’t want to talk about it”
“problem solved”
“I need more time”
“let me go”
“that was embarrassing”
“never do that again”
“I have an idea”
“it’s freezing in here”
“you’ve changed”
