Fun Fact Some Of Us Do This In Our Innerworld

ok ok so this might sound a bit gross so like if you arent prepared please keep scrolling

to my fellow gastroparesis havers, how do you manage the taste in your mouth? like the disgusting taste of rancid food thats sitting in your stomach? because thats all ive been tasting for days (and its definitely my fault cause i ate a whole bunch of ice cream and junk food) but i cant get it to go away at all and the last time this happened to this extent i ended up throwing it all up

so please give me tips if you have them

give me begrudging disgruntled older brother frank langdon where the entire ED crew goes out and abby meets the med students and just in tired mom mode decides that yes these are her responsibility now too

she starts packing lunches for frank to take with him to give out to them (doesnt pack frank a lunch ofc, he just grabs a granola bar or an apple mr "ill just grab smth at work")

she gives them all her number and frequently checks in to make sure theyre sleeping enough and getting enough food

for their birthdays she drags them all out to celebrate

and frank's just there for the ride, he cant say no to his wife so he starts checking on them too

so now he just has four little ducklings following him around asking him for snacks and asking to come over after shift to spend time with his kids

dude i already know your take

its not like ive been disagreeing with you without looking at your page

we're obviously not going to agree on this topic. i honestly think i see it a certain way and that i see it like that due to my autism and can't wrap my head around any other way due to that. its chill that you cant see it the same way i can due to not having the right vocabulary to describe my opinion properly.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

Bi-Aro

When both your labels have a stereotype of being a slut so you decide to just embrace it

I am now w h o r e

MEET NEOGLOWRATZ

•21

•he/they/it/rat/ze

•DID, NPD, ADHD, ASD, OCD, Bipolar, GERD, EDS, Gastroparesis, POTS, MCAS, Scoliosis

•This is my chaos blog, kinda just post whatever on here

•We have a seperate blog for our littles and a few other specific alter blogs (not willing to share them on this account)

Our ao3 account is A2idB1u3

Fandoms we write for:

•Marauders

•Spiderman/MCU/Team Red

•Batfam

•Creepypasta/Slendervers

•Teenwolf

•Six of Crows/Shadow and Bone

•The Pitt

man when i see all those posts about how to manipulate and hurt narcissists and such all i can think of is:

damn

yall need to stop abusing your narcissists, if theyre actual narcs they just want attention, go give them a kiss instead duh

so close to writing various crossover fanfics with the pitt

like genuinely fixating so hard, i am going to write so much and single handedly carve out a weird little niche of the pitt fanfics

like batman x the pitt crossover? fuck yes

avengers? spiderman? moon knight? absolutely happening

creepypasta/slenderverse? i have ideas

literally going to take my new favs and fuck them up big time

•got to see my ex-metamour (my best friend in the whole world) for the first time in almost three years

•found out said bestie is dating a like legit clone of me like the resemblance is insanely uncanny

•got called a twink by a bunch of 13 year olds

•and of course called my cat a bitch

welp 2025 is off to a crazy start tbh

•moved back to my parents' house

•turned 21

•got my first pap smear thing (sucked ass)

•ran out of adhd meds

•new dr wont refill my meds

•got into a fight with my brother for telling him not to get weirdly apologetic for nazis

•is currently missing memories from a series of four days in a row that just seems to have never existed

just kinda odd shit happening for me

guess its almost time for the next month, hopefully ill at least get a valentine

struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

tomorrow we wont be homeless anymore

tomorrow we'll get to put our recovery before our survival

tomorrow we'll get to finally be ourselves after months of not being able to