My small analysis about The Secret History, and the way it seems to fall in the absurdism:
Through the whole book, we have these little details, characters and else that break the classic (and very structured) rules of writing. In literature, it is known that every character and every interaction is forced to have a weight on the narrative, however, in the book we find characters that are there or things that happen just because. The person following Bunny and Henry on their trip, or the character that lied about seeing something the day of Bunny's murder.
Now, this is only in the way the book is structured, however, if we look closely, we find the perfect example of why this falls in the absurdism. You see, Camus was a firm believer that things don't have to happen for a reason, that nothing matters because at the end, we all are going to die, and that it doesn't matter what we do.
Henry (and I would say Camilla and maybe even Francis) follows this idea after the bacchanal. It is the result of the bacchanal.
The murder, which is a mere concept that fall in the category of terror by humans, is an act of destruction, one of the worst transgressions (if not considered the worse one). Death is only allowed if it happens because of some sort of destiny, divinity or deity, death is a transgression for humans, the thin line. When they murdered the farmer, they crossed this line, clearly, the main strenght in this, is Henry.
When he's the main responsable of this death, he crossed the line. And then, he got away with it. So, this bringed in him the idea that, actually, nothing matters. Nothing matters because he alredy killed someone, and nothing changed. He still got up, got to study, got to live as he wants.
He described that he often felt like life was meaningless and bland, but after killing someone, he noticed that life is actually meaningless, yet, this as well means he could do whatever he wished.
That's why he could kill Bunny, that's why he decided he wanted to be closer to Camilla, play around with poisoning. Henry realized that if life was empty on its own, he could do as he pleased, because there's nothing stopping him.
Real toxic historical period piece Old Man Yaoi about two bitter old men who have spent their entire lives in the closet, who married and raised families as expected, and are now trying to arrange a marriage between their respective adult children (who are not interested in each other) in order to have a permanent plausible excuse to spend a lot of alone time together in order to fuck like feral sodomites discuss the futures of their mutual grandchildren.
augh the way. the way francis says something spiteful or mocking and as soon as people react to it he backtracks and asks for reassurance that they don't hate him. especially when it's richard.
Trans Regulus who got really upset when he found out he was the first guy James ever liked because
“what if he doesn’t actually like guys and just subconsciously thinks I look like a girl”
It got so bad Sirius had to tell him about James (unknowingly) having an obsessive crush on Frank Longbotton in third year
Меня никто не любит. ну наконец то ушли прыщи с носа
SO much about doing well is just not even giving your brain the time to sabotage you. Like deciding to just get started on a task before your brain could conjure up thoughts like “but there’s always tomorrow” “ruminate on this pointless thing instead” like sometimes you genuinely just have to put pen to paper and do
all of my love goes to camilla macaulay and daisy buchanan, weird blonde girls who were never truly appreciated for their weirdness
По какой-то совершенно необычной причине я люблю этот день
Is your soul okay?
i lay with you in my dreams
fade into you