Having your lost memories return the moment your partner and enemy sacrifices himself to save you the exact same way you did for him and even mimics your final words… a terrible day for Akutagawa’s fake ass “idgaf” self. Just terrible.
im your lost sister hello
I keep them on my wall in black and white like they're my relatives who all died at sea
Okay, lemme try and answer the question of why Dazai abused Akutagawa.
This is such a debated topic in the fandom sob
Dazai never apologized to Akutagawa, or really did anything to say sorry about how he abused him.
Why?
Well, let's take a look at Dazai's debut.
The answer is staring yall in the face.
Dazai says that he wants a painless suicide, yeah, but there's one part that usually overlooked.
He wants a painless suicide that doesn't bother anyone.
So what if him abusing Akutagawa is on purpose? To make him hate him?
Dazai doesn't want to be missed. That's why he said that he has no regrets when he died in BEAST.
By abusing Akutagawa, he can make Akutagawa hate him, and Atsushi somewhat feel conflicted about him.
That way, once he finally dies, no one will miss him.
Note: Him being the reason that Murase died could be a hing to make Chuuya hate him that failed or smthing... idk...
I’m sad but not in the way I’m crying 33 hours nonstop but melancholically sad because I realised that I’m in love with all of my friends and I don’t want them to leave high school and leave me alone in my last year
I was kicked out of the house/ jk
They look so funnysilly in this particular official art it makes me giggle like a little girl
По какой-то совершенно необычной причине я люблю этот день
Richard's unhinged energy is the most entertaining part for me beside the murders. Like the guy is an inspiration for chaotic people. He lies about his family life, pretends his rich father has business in oil (who irl has a petrol pump), lies to his part time employer to get money, goes on a 90s teen movie shopping spree, takes any free item from Judy, lies about going to a prep school, lives on a diet of wine and more wine, takes any pill anyone gives him, joins a cultish greek gang, lets Bunny die an aesthetically pleasing death and not to forget.....does cocaine in the parking lot of Burger King.
You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.