“the Secret History Is Slow Paced And Boring”

You wanna know my theory? Julian played a bigger part than Richard understood. The classics club was Julian’s own personal Greek story. He’s built these young adults up until they thought of themselves as better, he was selective and chose only students whose parents/situations were vulnerable. They treated him as if he was their god, and for Henry I think he was his favorite as all stories have one. He slowly pulled their strings, made them think they were smart and clever making the decisions and choices they did. The incest, the murder, the damn bacchanal of course the creations can’t hide from their creator. Julian knew they killed Bunny, I think he even gave himself a way out (the letter), abandoning them after they thought they were safe as his own twisted retribution or punishment.

I know it’s over

Still I cling to

I don’t know where else I can go

I hate how I can never get along with her. It will not work out I shall repeat it more consistently. It didnt work out before and it never will

I don’t understand what’s happening to me but I want myself dead and hurt so much because I know I’m not worth anything, I’m dumb and I can’t be trusted or loved. I shouldn’t care about that and I’m definitely not going to give up on my dreams but gosh how much I want someone to be with me entirely with body and soul.

Are you okay they ask I respond as quickly as I can so they will not notice the earthquakes in my voice or the tsunamis in my eyes or the drought in my heart.

Ellen Everett

rip Bunny Corcoran, you would have loved chatgpt

Мне нравится как я открываю для себя мир старой музыки

James: So tonight I was thinking we could stay up late playing checkers and say all the things we like about each other Kidnapper, crying: Your father paid the ransom 3 days ago, please go home

God💫hates💫me