Guys okay
What if BEAST Dazai edited everyone's brains in the BEAST universe?
In BEAST, we don't get to see the bond of trust that Chuuya and Dazai has in the main series.
I usually see a lot of angst fanart of BEAST skk where Chuuya is mourning Dazai, but I genuinely don't think he gives a shit about his partner.
I'm not even sure if they're partners.
I think Dazai edited the minds of everyone he loves, so they could be safe from his plan.
So they don't try and save him.
Let's be real, Chuuya fought a dragon and activated Corruption, which by the way, could KILL him, to save Dazai.
Chuuya pretended to be a vampire and almost drowned, to save Dazai.
If Twin Dark still had that bond in BEAST, Dazai would not have been able to commit suicide.
If you think about it more, Atsushi respects and fears Dazai instead of loving him like he does in the main series.
He gave up his friends.
He gave up everything for Odasaku.
Odasaku, the man who guilt-tripped him into being something he isn't.
Odasaku, one of two people that could ever understand Dazai.
Although only a diamond can polish a diamond, it can still break at sharp points and edges after being polished.
heartbreaks do not get easier as you get older. you just learn to put yourself first. you won't dwell on whether you'll find happiness again. instead you'll wonder if you'll ever be happy staying in this loveless relationship.
characters going “we were lovers once”: eh, it’s okay i guess. it’s nice enough
characters going “we were friends once”: absolutely devastating. one hit knockout i’m gone
На самом деле я ни черта не знаю, что делать со своей жизнью
Посмотрела фильм the edge of war. …Красиво
I feel like we really lost something when we started looking at writing as a reader-centric product meant to appeal to the desires of a specific audience rather than a writer-centric approach of someone writes whatever particular thing particular compels them/whatever weird thing the demons in their head want to talk about, and people out there who are also compelled, and/or relate, find that writing. A lot of discussions of writing really center around what readers want rather than a writer's exploration. Sometimes as a reader I don't know what I want. I click on a fic or pick up a book I'm not sure about but that looks interesting, and I love it. Reading what I expect to get is it's own joy, but we always need to expand our horizons and not get mad at creators for not always writing what we want/expect.
Иногда, я перечитываю твои рассказы и меня уносит в далекую страну разочарований о которой ты рассказывала. Я брожу по осколкам очарований и радостей и мои ступни все в крови. Ты пишешь резко, твои слова ранят и лечат, выразительная и нежная душевная глупость- нельзя любить так, как ты рассказывала, ты ведь точно не думаешь обо мне и не смотришь на мои фотографии, как твои персонажи- а я смотрю.
Honestly….i hate support advertisements. Sell me everything from washing machines to universities but stop giving me advices I never asked for! I know I need a therapist now fuck off please I have tumblr
day at the museum
insp. // it’s so fyodor coded i had to draw it
Я хочу только плакать
why does tumblr have reels now
why does every app need to have a tiktok feature
I dont come to tumblr for videos, I come to tumblr to see my mutuals post gay shit from things I don't even care about