One Of My Favorite Wallows Songs, Really Encapsulates The Feeling Of Wanting Someone And Not Being Able

Frothing at the mouth….

Need more tattoos and piercings ASAP

New Outfit I Got :)

My friend Jayden makes music on SoundCloud, I think he’s amazing and his music has such a chill, calm vibe to it!

SoundCloud

jayden

Listen to jayden | SoundCloud is an audio platform that lets you listen to what you love and share the sounds you create.

I Got my Results!!!

So today I got to leave school a bit early (I had to come back after lunch tho) to hear the results of my evaluation! I met some of the criteria for ADHD and Autism but not nearly enough to get a diagnosis, it’s something I should keep an eye on but not extremely possible from what they’ve seen so far from me. I got a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder AND Social Anxiety Disorder, which wasn’t very surprising but I wasn’t expecting 2 diagnosis. I’m now eligible for medication and a 504 plan for my debilitating Social Anxiety, I’m really excited for next year to be able to have accommodations that will hopefully help me do even better and feel more comfortable in school than I already do!

I have therapy after my Driver’s Ed today so I’ll be excited to tell my therapist that I finally got a diagnosis and we can work out how to best move forward from there.

Bought a whole bunch of plants to add to my collection

Reflecting

(TW // sexual coercion)

With all of the awful stuff happening on Twitter I recently read an article about sexual coercion on Planned Parenthood’s website, and a lot of the warning signs sounded very similar to something I experienced in a past relationship. There were constant repeated attempts to “convince” me to let them do something to me no matter how many times I said no. There was a lot of “Up-Negotiating” like waiting a year until or just sitting near their face with my legs open. I always felt incredibly guilty and uncomfortable for saying no to them so often and eventually one day I gave in because I had been broken down so much, I thought “I’ve said no so many times, I’m a bad partner, they want it so I can just get through it for them”, and then they proceeded to react with disgust when I finally gave them what they were badgering me for throughout our whole time dating. I’ve never let someone try to go down on me since then and it’s been so hard for me to accept that I was coerced by repeated badgering and pressure. I don’t harbor any deep-seated resentment since it took me so long to realize that this is what happened to me, I had a lot of time to process it and work through it in therapy. I wish this person a life filled with therapy and love.

wallows was right i am a scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle

My bestie just told me I’m in a situationship. Help.

TROY KOTSUR wins the Oscar for Best Actor in a Supporting Role for his role in CODA and is the first deaf man to win an acting Oscar.

There’s a Difference

I am not a “you’re doing so good” praise enjoyer.

I am a “you’re so gorgeous” praise enjoyer.