Kaz Brekker Invented Love. In This Essay I Will-

me: yeah i know a little bit of latin

the latin: cubitum eamus??

i came out of the womb, and immediately apologized for the pains i caused my mother in childbirth. it cost her something to bare me and raise me, and i think ill spend the rest of my life trying to make up for that. all i really am anymore is sorry

ronan lynch so crazy he quite literally made a child out thin air so he could baby trap adam at 18 years old

You don’t like the way your hair sits? Take mine, I will shear it off without a second thought.

Take my eyes so you may see through them just how beautiful you are.

Take my lungs, that you should never gasp for air.

You’re not comfortable in your skin? Take mine, I will strip it from my body just to see you smile.

My heart is already yours, it has been beating to the sound of your name ever since I first heard it uttered. Take it, it is more yours than it ever was mine.

Take my muscles. May they make you strong enough to never need another.

I will give and give of myself until I am nothing but a meager pile of brittle and broken bones.

Take them. May they be of more use to you than I ever could have been.

ronan and chainsaw but it’s me and my new kitten

omg ingydar is so fucking good

like the stmbolism?????

the dark cherries as a stand in for blood?????

the comparisons of the horse and the narrator’s experience with childbirth and miscarrige????

the poetry that is the lyrics????

“You are as far from me as memory  With fixtures fracture varyingly  The juice of dark cherries cover my skin  Six years in, no baby” ?????

AAAAAA ITS JUST SO GOOD

I wish I wasn't, such a dreamer. I've ruined this life for myself.

— N.M. Sanchez

Gansey’s moment of “she makes me quiet” when all Blue has ever been for others is an amplifier will never not live rent free in my mind

Episode 5 of the Haunting of Bly Manor makes me sick. Hannah, sweet Hannah, spending the episode in confusion slowly realizing she’s dead. She’s dead and she’s been dead and yet even in death she isn’t free. The cruel irony of discussing a future in Paris with Owen. And yes she turns him down but even if she hadn’t, it wouldn’t have mattered. None of it matters cause nothing could be avoided. She speaks of the mouse and the glue trap and that was always supposed to be her fate. Things change and life moves forward and sometimes you can’t move with it. And what are you supposed to do with that? What can you do?

Anyone who sobbed their way through the last episode of the Haunting of Bly Manor deserves financial compensation

(and probably therapy)