I Love Myself.

The fresh start of a new beginning

There is only that much a girl like me can keep to herself. 19 year old university student with a huge family can sometimes mean ALOT of secrets, backstabbing, tears, happiness and gossip. Entering my 20s soon and starting my second years of study I found a new way to let my inner self speak out! I have no idea how I am going to start sharing everything or where to start.So many things going on in my life (which yes I know is happening in everyone's life not just mine) and I have so little ways to just let loose. Hopefully you guys enjoy my posts and blogs and maybe relate to it a little bit! 

Yoga

My first ever yoga session completed. I feel no different than before, just exhausted from what I felt like was an hour of lying down and inhaling, exhaling, and of course the random ‘ommm shanti,ommm shanti’ chanting. However, I would still recommend it! Definitely worth a try to see how you feel about it. I did like the way my mind just went blank for a whole hour and I had nothing but shanti on my mind (shanti means peace btw).

Free yourself.

Xoxo

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Too pretty 🙆💁

The finishing touch on being #GRAMMYs ready? A pop of color, fabulous makeup and a fun, feisty attitude. Good luck, COVERGIRL @katyperry!

Cling to me

It wasn't until today that I realised I need to BACK OFF. So addicted to tiny little big things in life that may be my way of coping with life?! NO GOOD. I have surrounded myself with the most amazing human beings and it's time to let go of the others and the objectives that cling me to some.. ( never wise to keep old things) don't do it!! My boyfriend clearly seems to hate it when I joke around being too clingy.. I say joking.. Muhahaha! Well the weekend is coming which means fortunately for him I'll be gone! Thank god. Need a time out! Always necessary even if you're in the bestest relationship ever. Just a little summary of my day basically. I also have bought a new wifi printer which is soo complicated... I will be basically printing things 24/7 after I figure out how to work it! Okay lovelies! Until then! Xoxo

The Tory Burch Ella bag is a nice big tote to carry everything under the sun.

I got 'According to Yes' by Dawn French and I am in love with it so far! Near the end within a week!

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Our culture has accepted two huge lies. The first is that if you disagree with someone’s lifestyle, you must fear or hate them. The second is that to love someone means you agree with everything they believe or do. Both are nonsense. You don’t have to compromise convictions to be compassionate.

Rick Warren (via staypozitive)

Family

Things get out of hand a lot. Some days there are moments where I wish to varnish into the thin walls of our old build house. It is very difficult to communicate with a parents who have no intention of integrating themselves into a newer, fresher generation ( maybe even corrupted). Nobody has it easy, I bet! 

It hurts to see your loved ones in so much pain, when you’re always afraid to say the wrong things. The slightest thing sets fire to a normal, yet controversial topic between my parents and I. Its crazy to think about really. There is no day passing by without one of us getting annoyed at the other. What is there to do? Why can’t we be straight with one another? Life is complicated enough to keep grudges and all sorts of arguments to let happen at home. Home is where the heart is! I will live by this quote forever. I love my family. I would do anything for each one of them! Yet it is never simple to get along. 

I am a family person and always will be. Everybody is deep down. I can only speak for myself of course but people seem to always make out that family is such a bad thing! I don’t know, maybe at the age of 20 I don’t meet kind people enough. I always say that if you can live happily with your family then you will always have a kind heart. Of course this is biased but I have not met anyone who is a spiteful-happy family member! However, when I say family I only mean exclusive family members only aka mother,father and siblings if present! Anything outside of this “golden” circle mean nothing to me. Yes I will call them aunt and uncle and cousin but I do not and will not call them family. 

So, ending this blog on a happy note: I probably had the best day by far since a very long time with my parents! And I would do it over and over again whenever I get the chance to. 

I love you mum,dad& sisters <3 

xoxo

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